my life

is it because we dont spend enough time together? recently i feel kinda faraway from him.. only when he mentioned it then i realised he actually feels it too. so is it true that if a couple doesnt spend quality time together, they will succumb to such things? i mean i see it coming when he or/and me start working, it will become worse..

do all couples go thru this phase? and if yes, how many of these phases? i seriously dunno cos i have never been in love for so long before. and now that i am no longer a student, things will definitely change. no more lunching in sch, no more taking train from boon lay to kovan..

but i believe this is life, we gotta do sth before it turns for the worse, if not by then cry also no use..

this is when accommodating and compromising each other comes in place. since we havent much common interests, then try to do what we both like whenever we can.. i know it can be done de.

it all boils down to both of us, if we really need each other, things will definitely work out fine =)

and cannot gei gao who do more for who, cos when we start to calculate, it shows sth: i do this cos i want the same in return.. this is so unhealthy

again, managing our time is a crucial factor. if we meant to meet, we will squeeze some time out for each other

to me, family (father mother bro bf) and friends make up the most of my life, if i dont have them, it's the same as taking my life away..

so i always try not to neglect either one of them..

hanwen, u know i love you de. and i hope we will have a future together, eh heck, we HAVE a future. haha

we will work things out,

yeah?

'Fairies and Friends' BBQ

finally today fairies got a chance to get together, like after so long.. to sum it all, i totally enjoyed everything and everyone's company today, u know though got new faces but at least all are loud, friendly and happening.. HAPPY LEH! when limei n pigu say bbq, we all damn on lah.. even it is on a sunday we still made it happen

and surprisingly this time turnout rate so high, like 25 ppl..

for photos see fb bah, or limei's blog. cos i think we took like erm...327463287654 photos?

then played 终极密码, i ate some sambal marsmallow.

EWWWW

but once again, thank you fairies for making this happen, like i said, everyone do sth then very efficient lor.. forever so on. jio go see sunset, we go w/o any thoughts.. go cycling, also follow.. organise bbq, all prepare nicely..

where to find friends like them, u tell me.

looking forward to next gathering ah.

must full force

(cos dav loves my laughter, nv hear not used to it right?)

=)

my week

it was another unemployed week for me.

HAHA, taking it easy man =)

today went for kristy's and kanice's school carnival day, i had to wake up at 7am cos need to reach their sch by 8.. sibei early lah-_-

nth much, we just played games, few of their classmates ask me who am i.. when they heard i am their cousin they laughed, i also dunno what's so funny. but kids laugh at everything and anything.. oh no i am gonna get emo again, no i will not go there.. just think that kids laugh so easily, no worries, only worry would be when can i get my barbie sticker book..

i love to be around kids cos i will nv feel sad, being with adults is so much more complicating.

i have a resolution: anger management.. i heard it on tv.

when u get angry, the other person doesnt know u are angry

moreover u are hurting urself by getting upset

WHAT FOR RIGHT?

i should just chill

watch those wrinkles girl.. haha

but u know, i can be easily pacified by a few dresses, or some cute plush toy..

somehow i am always pacifying myself by shopping.

retail therapy works on me again!! esp now when it's GSS

ANYWAY fairies bbq is settled.. YEAH!!! looking forward to it cos it's fairies mah. and i realise big grps have advantage: each fairy do sth then ok le.. so efficient.

whoa whoa

NICE! =)

what a night

i had a traumatic experience last night. this was what happened:

i was sleeping in my pjs (dress) when i suddenly felt this ticklish feeling at my thighs. i thot it was some mosquito so i just brushed it away. then the feeling slowly came up to my body, then to my armpit.. so i woke up and chased that damn whatever insect away. i saw this thing coming out from my sleeve. it was a moth (it wasnt, read on to find out what it was), so i just ignored it cos moths arent very disgusting.. but i just couldnt get back to slp cos i kept getting the ticklish feeling. so i went to the toilet and decided to chase it out of my room.

when i turned on the lights, trying to look for that moth, i saw a cockroach crawling out from under my pillow

so it wasnt a moth, it was a DAMN COCKROACH,

A COCKROACH JUST CRAWLED ON MY BODY! not on my pjs, ON MY SKIN!!

EWWWWWW

damn shitty lah.. so i went to get the mortein and killed it.

i just hope it didnt like lay eggs in some corner of my room, if not i will just die.

disgusting cockroaches, hope you dont rest in peace.

eh vone, i think maybe they came to me for revenge, rem that day at esplanade we killed them? so u be careful tonight also.

HAHAHA

pigu, and i think this is worse than u finding a dead lizard under ur pillow

-_-

i am so bored..bored..bored

anyway fairies are slowly getting jobs, but i am still unemployed

together with pigu, we are best friends

hahaha

fairies, good luck in ur work ah, dont get bullied :)

and i hope ppl will just stop asking why am i not looking for a job when i am actually actively looking for one ok. i dont talk about it doesnt mean i am duo luo. of course i wanna get a job right? but i can only do so much. i have applied for so many jobs, interns, graduate programs, no reply then also no choice right..

dav was telling me, after she work, she will be poorer than when she was a student. it's like so true, cos need to pay one backside of loans.. terrible

but till now, i am enjoying my life though it is boring. next wk gonna overnight mj at pigu's house (YEAH!), acc pat go shopping (YEAHYEAH!), end of the mth gonna get govt money again (YEAHYEAHYEAH!).. haha i am making it sound like i am receiving welfare payouts

ya, i am like under the welfare of the govt, susan, and hanwen.

love fairies

i think this weekend was one of the best i ever had.. sat at dav's house, sun went cycling cum enjoying the sunset at changi. it was beautiful!! see i even changed the pic on my blog. and all because i have wonderful friends, like LIMEI.. yes we are fortunate to have you (rem what u told us at macs) HAHAHA

but i thot it was junmin's idea to have a cycling session de?

anyway, i think all of us enjoyed each other's company yesterday lah..

and the red tea dessert limei was talking about, my house downstairs also got sell, so if anyone wanna try i can da pao for u all.. i like it cos it tastes like bandung.

let's have another cycling session again ah :)

good company + food + sports + sunset

是很开心的咯

ps: *if u realise, i have added 'fairies' to the blog title, so dont say me already leh*

love kids

i only love cute kids :)
today finally get to see davina's nephew (dillon) and niece (dayna)

actually already saw their photos cos dav keep showing us.. and they are indeed very cute in real life, my type..

went dav's house to have dinner cos her mum invited us, finally got to eat ah zhen's chicken wings: GOOD AH!!

i like dillon, he is jitao my vegetable.. very giat siao, yet adorable

i dunno why i just get attracted to kids, and they are attracted to me as well.. i think it's because i speak their language. who knows who's ben 10? dora? barney? barney's 2 other friends? bob the builder?

once i say i watch ben10, dillon started talking to me. from then onwards we talked all abt power rangers and ben10 and barney and ...........

all in all, it was a fun-filled day, i am very happy today

good food + cute kids + MJ + most imptly, fairies

是开心的咯

What do you do in most pics?
1)PEACE SIGN, my looove.
2)Pose uncontrollably
3)Gather with all teammates
4)Stand there
5)Pose slightly
6)Show off clothes

i came across this question while taking those fb quizzes.. too bad i only have one choice. what do u all think? no. 2 and 6 are sooo me right?

actually it should be like that when getting ready:

4-->3-->5-->6-->1

(explanation): i prefer to stand cos if i sit nobody can see me, then followed by gathering of friends, then pose slightly to get my best angle, then show off my clothes a little, then do some peace sign to show i am ready

then on the count of 3: i will do this:

2) Pose uncontrollably!!

ask my fairies lor, they know it..

similarly for vone. only difference is that she will go straight to no. 2 and 6 whenever someone takes out a camera

tsktsktsk

my boy loves me!!!

i saw the new 7-11 advertisement and they are selling these little miss thingy.. so cute right?

so i tell him i want that. and after constant bugging, i got it!!

SO HAPPY~

i think he didnt know there are 2 in one capsule, so he bought 2 capsules.. end up i have 4 now.. but nvm, i love them though i dunno where to hang them. he say i am like some kid, still want this kind of thing.. but it's not like i want the stuff toy or what mah. at least this kind i can use as keychain.

see, i can get so happy over such stuff.. easily contented huh?

thanks for making my day

:)

i love msn :)