tough week

i have graduated from my ICA course!!
now having OJT

anyway last week was kinda tough for me

after 11 wks of seeing my colleagues almost everyday,

it was VERY saddening to leave each other

and cos ours is shift work based,

it will be near impossible for us to meet up..

i have made some really good friends there

even up till now i feel weird not having them by my side

:(

and u all should know me well, i was damn emo last week

teared abit after a farewell dinner, was reluctant to go home so i stayed out till 12 midnight

hai, so weak..

i wish this course wasnt that long, so we wouldnt bond that much

i know i gotta move on

i need time.

to sameema, chelvy and berry,

though u all wont get to read this

but i wanna say i really miss all of you

hope we get to meet up

thank God for great friends like them

:)

My cousin's wedding!

attended my cousin's wedding reception this afternoon

it was held at Singapore Art Museum..

cool right?

sweet =)

both my cousin and her husband can sing very well

they sang 'lucky'

i took a video but it's kinda long.. so dont upload lah
it was a nice and simple ceremony

it's true couples get married for themselves, not others

it's enough just inviting family and few friends

no wedding dinner n stuff

save money also leh..

anyway highlight of any event is always how ppl dress

and the 'best-dressed' goes to:

KEEGAN

so cute right?

love him to bits man

presenting to you another boy:

he is ethan, my nephew.. SO CUTE. but i only get to see him during cny, or those special occasions.. so everytime i see him he grows taller n bigger

this is a good indicator of time really flies

ok tml is a new week.. back to work again. BOO

aiyo i dunno how to upload youtube videos on my blog.

i wanna show everyone this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0

if you all got 5 mins to spare, watch it..

it always make me laugh

:)

oh goodness, i just found out there are so many things happening within fairies that i wasnt aware of.

1st: vone cut her hair!! cant wait to see

2nd: mouse took out her braces!! cant wait to see too

i suddenly realise i havent seen them for so long.

why huh?

it seems that my time n theirs dont match leh

missing those uni days when we see each other practically everyday,

twice a day also have..

even the fyp period seems fun now

i need some fairy therapy!

WHERE ARE MY FAIRIES???

Wishes for 2010

ok i know it's a little early, but it's alright to dream a little dream right?

1) go on a cruise trip (preferably with the boy)

i have been on one many yrs ago when i was still young and ignorant,

i only remembered the food was damn good!

that's all.. quite sad actually

2) parasailing

i have been dyinggggg to parasail..

hope my next holiday destination will include this :)

see, so happy..
erm cant think of anymore wishes.. will think of more to dream of soon

HAHA

yeah! my back is recovering fast

some of u might have heard me complaining abt my strained back last wkend

it was really VERY VERY pain lah,

i was near to being bedridden last saturday,

had so much difficulty sitting/standing up.

mon back at work: walked slower than an old auntie

-_-

took mc on tue

now almost back to normal, still hurts a little though

anyway me and another colleague were chosen to be emcees for our grad ceremony,

(chosen is a nicer word for 'arrowing')

haha

i dunno lah, kinda scared cos 1st: no experience

2nd, guest of honour is our deputy commissioner

2nd biggest man in ica lah!

hope i dont get stage fright

*god bless*

BACK!

i am finally done with 2 camps!

i cant believe 3 wks just passed like that

obs was really an eye-opener for me lah

i have definitely become stronger due to the many many things that happened

:)

anyway these are the people who i have been training together with for the past 7 wks

very very fun bunch of people..

i am gonna finish training on 10 dec, which is a mth away

and i will definitely miss all of them

hope we can keep in contact despite our shift work

ok gonna go drink my bubble tea this evening!

HAPPINESS

yvonne is addicted to KOI bubble tea!!!

haha she has finally tasted what me n limei have always talked abt..

nice right? after drinking this u wont even touch other bubble tea lor.

i think ah, i have spent hundreds on it already

one cup is $2.40

i have bought countless times

but what the heck

IT ALWAYS MAKES MY DAY

=)

i am gonna disappear for another week

yes,

i am going for OBS.

not so excited cos these few days keep raining

the thought of stepping, or rolling in mud doesnt appeal to me at all

hope there's alot of lightning then stay indoors whole wk

WOOHOO

nah ppl my new bag.. and vone it's not coach

i so love the colour lah.

it's light purple

SO PRETTY

now small bags are not for me,

cos i must carry my uniform around..

so be it lah

I LOVE big bags man

=)

oh my goodness

yest

was

the

1st

time

i

jumped

for

joy

over

COLD

McDonalds

FRIES

bad tasting non human food makes me so mad

mad until my colleagues and i resorted to ordering macs at 11pm.

i nv liked mcdelivery cos it makes my fries soggy, not my type.

but it was the only comfort food that could allow me to slp well at night

to celebrate that i am out today, i went to buy myself a BIG cup of hazelnut milk tea as soon as i left camp

HAHAHA

it certainly made me so happy!

=)

oh i am so happy this week!

firstly, I PASSED MY SHOOTING TEST, and i got 89 out of 100,

which makes me a MARKSWOMAN!!!!!

just the day before the test i got only 55/100, failed leh.

that's why i was so afraid for the actual thing.

it's over, so i am glad

:)

2nd happy thing, i finally had time for my hazelnut bubble tea yest!

and i had it twice, one i bought my own,

the other was a surprise from the boy

SWEET

:)

3rd happy thing, i got a new hp mini!

due to the unique character of my laptop, i have decided to abandon it and buy a new one.

netbook is abit small, but ok lah.. cute mah, like me

HAHAHAHAH

:)

4th happy thing, i have decided to buy my ipod touch!

ya lah i know everyone has it except me,

but i need to wait till got income then buy mah..

then wont appear to be so spoilt

HAPPINESS

:)

for the next 3 wks, i will be away for 2 camps..
hai, i will miss my mum, as usual.

so old le still like that.

and of course YOU lah, hanwen.

daytime i cant really use hp, only during mealtimes and before bedtime.

oh ya, and it was kanice's 6th bday last saturday.

time flies, look at how big she is now

my auntie say she register for P1 le,

haha so cute..

means i am getting older too.

BOO

i am sooooooo in love with this korean song:

Sorry Sorry by Super Junior!

another weekly song recommendation by limei.. and i realise some of my colleagues love korean songs and the ppl as well. WAH imagine 3 girls drooling whenever someone mentions gu jun pyo :)

aiyo i am like running out of topics to blog already lah, but i still insist on updating.

ok tell u all how clumsy i am.

i fell down yesterday while chasing for the bus, missed a step, went flying and landed on my right knee and hands.. ARGH

now got abrasions, cant train for my nike run cos it hurts whenever i bend my knee

hope it will go away soon man

why is this so difficult?

1st wk of work coming to an end tml

so fast

and looking forward to the wks to come cos it will just get fun-ner

:)

learnt ALOT of new things abt immigration,

but it's confidential lah, haha so dont ask me what i learn.

one thing i can say is:

my training venue is at home team academy and it's FREAKING far

i thot ntu was ulu,

cck is worse ok

-_-

hai i think there's sth seriously bad abt me -- my temper

wah lau damn jialat one leh

somemore my job requires me to be firm, maybe fierce

oh no will i become worse as the days go by?

my friends wont kena from me,

but i think my family and hanwen will

poor boy :(

treat u eat xiao long bao buffet lor.

dont sad

HAHA

heng ah..

22 students

13 girls, 9 boys

out of 9, 2 are married

the rest -- dont bother.

heng i am attached

hahaha

oh no, one more mth to nike human run..

which is 33 days;

792 hours;

47520 minutes

2851200 seconds

-_-

hope i can train in time and not sight-see on that day

HAHAHA

actually the only thing i need is my ipod..

play those boom boom songs i sure run like the wind

i am so excited abt the tshirt!!

wear out will look damn seh,

i completed 10km leh.

recently there's this 'Failed SG girl' controversy going on

wah seriously, it got everyone talking,

not as if she is uneducated,

omg..

why is our miss s'pore like that?

next time i go travel i will say i am from HK

BOOMS.

oh man

last day at rbs.. off to bugis street

yes, yest was my last day at rbs..

dont need to see all those stupid rude ppl,

but miss my colleagues though

they gave me these leh

sweet right.. the bookmark was given to me cos my colleague say always see my reading books but got no bookmark. (cos i always use those discount cards, name cards)

now i am gonna rest for a wk, then start on another phase of my life.

ICA here i come!!!!

today went for some darn nice korean food at chinatown! it was really good.. my 1st time eating bi bim bap leh. and it didnt disappoint me :) and thanks limei for the treat ah. u dio toto is it? HAHAHA. next time jio all fairies go, we occupy the whole long table, then limei can have her 满汉全席

after lunch was K session. as usual.. had lots of fun cos they were talking abt work and i kept singing. machiam in timbre.. wahaha

ah, and i realise i cannot be left alone, or put together with a shopaholic lah.. both equally bad. i thot i have lost faith in bugis street, after like not been there for mths.. BUT i bought a dress and bag today. i dont wanna mention who but thanks ah p**u.

HORRIGIBLE MAN

foggy babby says she always read my blog cos i always update.

does it mean:

1) too free

2) nothing to do

3) too many things to share?

anyways, i came across this youtube video and IT'S SUPER FUNNY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08ghwAiULlw

i dunno how to upload youtube videos here

so pls spend a minute watching this

how i wish i have a bf like him

HAHAHA

i really love these:

WAH, i really love this collection leh.. so classy!

hope i have enough money to buy one. ideally by end of this year..

should reward myself, give myself a christmas present =)

SAVE SAVE SAVE $$$

Healthy Lifestyle!

HAHAHA

i am going for the Nike Human Run!

i so love the red tshirt, next time go ndp can wear :)

i told dav i cant run de leh, she say:

not run what.. we walk and take pics

--__--

very fairies-like

ok lah, i have been wanting to do a run with fairies,

like i did big walk with my jc friends (ps was in also)

eh thinking back, fairies went for amore day out few yrs back too

it's always fun to have company when exercising

i hope to return to fitness first one day,

cos i lost my flat tummy

AND I WANT IT BACK!

limei jio me to go back, say can bargain prices

ok when i plan my finances first ok

then let's go!!

growing fat shall be last on my 'to do' list

or rather, it shouldnt even be on my list

oh no, better train for the nike run

GO GO GO

Happy Feeling!

OMG aki is getting married! ok though she wont read my blog, i still wanna say:
CONGRATULATIONS AKI!!

although i dont know her personally, but i feel so happy for her lah. :) cos from what dav n limei have been talking abt her n adam, and aki telling me they have bought a house near her family house, adam seems a nice guy. and i think he is. awwww so sweet lah.. hope they can white head old together :)
(and his proposal to her was sooooo romantic)

SO HAPPY!! i love to hear ppl getting married, they organise their wedding together.. surprising each other on the night of the wedding dinner, filling everyone present with their happiness :)
and me, i cry at EVERY wedding. cos i think it's one of the most beautiful events in their lives. once they start walking in i get teary-eyed, needless to say when they sing or give a speech.. cry until xi li hua la

wah imagine i gotta cry at least 6 times for fairies wedding, and my other friends' weddings.. and my own? HAHA i try not to. but depends.

we'll see

I WANT!!

i am loving Coach's madison collection!
i need money so i can buy nice stuff for myself, and of course for hanwen lah :)

omg my teeth hurts cos just now i bit on a stupid small bone in the chicken cutlet. it got stuck to my gums, so i think kena the nerve.. SO PAIN LAH
ARGH!!!!!!

seeing that i will be starting work soon, i wanna enjoy the rest of my days happily.HAHA
i actually have a dream, conquer all the beautiful beaches in the world.
next trip: MALDIVES! i was flipping thru the papers and saw there's this resort which is in the middle of the sea, on top of a coral reef. WAH. one person: at least $2.5K
ok i know not cheap.. but dream only mah.. if cant go then go Phuket, phi phi island, or koh samui.

I WANNA TRAVEL SOON!

pretty ppl + poilte = Beautiful
ugly ppl + polite = Beautiful
pretty ppl + rude = Ugly
ugly ppl + rude = why were u even born?

ALL rude people should be condemned! study so much, but treat a fellow human receptionist like she is not human. hello ppl basic courtesy: look at that person when she is talking to you! but since u are not respecting me, i wont bother being nice to u.. cos my niceness is for ppl who deserve it.

eh vone, me and zu are the gangsters, or in her words: 'hantu' in RBS.. HAHA i think RBS should keep us and pay us $3000 cos we are really fierce to those ppl who dont change pass.

i am actually looking forward to work for once!
tml gonna fight another war with the courier man n lady. HAPPY =)

I AM SO HAPPY COS I HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE NAIL COLOUR THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LOOKING FOR!!!

the colour of the nail polish can be quite misleading at times, it looks reddish brown in the bottle, but it's actually brown when applied
oh but this brush not very good leh, not smooth. shall not mention brand name here, if u wanna know then ask me..

WOOHOOOOO

5th saturday of the month!!

i love it when there are 5 saturdays in a month.. but it doesnt always happen. probably only 2 months in a year. because my boyfriend IS NOT WORKING on the 5th saturday!!!!! means we can go out like any other couple on a SATURDAY, go eat on a SATURDAY, go to places we havent been to on a SATURDAY.

and we are going to marina barrage, henderson waves and hortpark tml.. then go eat bakerzin. how i wish everyday were like that.. go out and play with him.

but no.. sarah wake up. you are gg to start work soon. anyway ica offer me the job. but i am waiting for merril to call me.. if merril offer me, i am gonna reject THE REST.

dont see i goon goon bimbo bimbo, i actually have my aspirations. that is to have career advancement, i want to be able to grow.. grow as in learning sth useful, and not sit in office doing mundane work. so 1st step is to work in a BIG organization.. esp in private sectors, if i wanna advance, i can do so VERY FAST.. nth can go wrong in big organizations right?

i'll continue praying. next wk is gonna be an exciting wk for me!

OH OH and i am looking forward to tml's outing with alvin neo.
I LOVE ALVIN :)

who wanna go sentosa with me?
there's this jazz by the beach thing going on every sat night in september. free admission but maybe must buy drinks or sth.. it's on cool deck, siloso beach.. check it out:
http://www.sentosa.com.sg/events_promotions/events/event_details.asp?id=296

dont like to work, dont feel like working, want money to fall from the sky, need more sleep.

want to go back to school, want to travel, want more money.

want to be happy.

easier said than done

bedtime

good night

hai, i realise that my ica interview didnt go well at all

i thot by making them laugh is good

but after hearing from my friends, i found out i have answered some qns not so appropriately

jialat, means i am not a thinker

cant think on the spot kind

oh no how sia

all my recent posts so emo

buay tahan

ANYWAYS i am so in LOVE with these few songs now

i must listen to them every morning on the train to start my day

Neyo -- Go on Girl; Miss Independent

Britney Spears -- Womanizer

Pussycat dolls -- I Hate this Part

郭静 -- 心墙；想个不停

if u dont have, ask me send you :)

damn stress, everytime wanna sing n dance along but cant leh,

restricted movements

HAHA i told fairies i always want to kneel down n cry at those emo songs

then pigu say hear rock songs will wanna slide across the floor with a guitar

HAHAHAHHA

TML IS SATURDAY!!!

tuesday is my favourite day cos it's ah ma's day!!! most imptly i get to see the 3 kids :)happiness. esp keegan the little one. he so cute lah.. i called him ask him eat lunch already, he answered me: siti(maid) havent cook how to eat?
HAHAHAHHAHA so cheeky
then i played scissors paper stone with him just now:
keegan: scissors paper stone, u put what ah?
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH he ask me i put what then he put.. SO CUTE!!!!!!

omg i am in motherland again.. the only thing i look forward to work everyday is to talk to my colleague who has 2 kids. she share all her pregnancy experiences with me.. i mean not that i am so eager, but it's good to hear mah.. then whenever she talk abt her son, she will smile. so sweet.

omg my blog is finally back to normal

but now i am always so tired and no mood to blog

HAHA

blogging must have feel also mah

busy week ahead cos got 2 interviews which is so scary

i really do hope sth will come out of this cos i am tired of looking for jobs again

it will be like back to square one

AND i really hate it when ppl say i am lousy cos i am still unemployed

what the hell, so easy to find job ah?

i am trying so hard not to feel inferior, so i dont need anyone to tell me i am a useless bum

BECAUSE I AM NOT

it's just unfortunate that i am taking a longer time than others

so what?

in times like that, only family and God listens

thank God for my family, esp my mum

世上只有妈妈好

HAHAHHAHA

susan will be so touched

yeah so if anyone who has the same problem as me

pls must talk to someone abt it,

if no one listens, go tell ur God.

he cfm, chop plus stamp will listen w/o condemning

drama craze.. again

i am addicted to another drama. AGAIN!
it's called fated to love you, a taiwan show
SUPER FUNNY LAH
though cast not very good looking,
but it's funny

i dunno what's the problem with my blog still..

yucksssss.. turned off

if this continues i will change to another blog

or just remove it

few updates on my life:

working temp job now, hope i can get away soon cos i dont really like it

last few wks was damn hectic

convo ball, alumni party

next wk is fairies chalet (YEAH!)

i thot we wont get to meet as often

but turns out we still meet every wk can

like me, dav and limei just met today for some macs

next wed going to watch movie

woooooooo

now i only look forward to fridays!!

TGIF

HAHAHA

and next mon is public holiday!!!!

I LOVE SINGAPORE

Graduated!!

there's still sth wrong with my blog cos i cant seem to change the font, cant upload pics. oh nvm lah. anyway yest was my convocation!! finally, 17 yrs of school.. year after year after year, just for this day. the ceremony was boring, talked to hana all the while.. laughing at ppl, some got 10 seconds of fame.. all the nonsense lah. if i had the chance, i cfm request for 30 mins of fame. HAHAHA.
do a turn, then sashay, then a 3 and a half turn, then jump in the air, land, and finally do a split.. WOOOO, the audience cheers for me :)
oh i cant upload photos, sickening.. go fb see bah.

sickeningggggg

there's sth wrong with my blog.. so sickening. i have 2 BIG pimples on my face, so sickening.

a passing phase?

i am so tired.. i think i am suffering from insomnia. for wks le lah.. i will not slp until it's 2am, then wake up at 10am.. yes it's full 8 hrs, but it's very unhealthy.. even if i make myself very tired in the day by swimming, i still cant get to slp at night. what's happening?

today the priest said sth: "life has taken a toll on our plans........ ppl change, attitudes change..... things do not go our way....."

it hit me real hard. it was like directed at me can.

i had to fight back my tears..

"when our plans do not go as planned, turn to God"

i want everything to go as planned man. i hope he does answer my prayers ah, cos u know every min around the world, got so many ppl praying.. i bet God is SUPER busy lah. HAHA

i think maybe he has other plans for me bah. we'll see huh.

and i want to thank my parents for not forcing me to go look for a job, even though i know they have been helping me ask around..

i am tired.

i hope i can slp tonight.

eh the top......

ok ppl contain ur laughters.. all of us have our own past ya. i admit i have changed ALOT during these 4 years. everything is better now.. i couldnt even believe i dare to step out of my house last time, still thot i was the most chio girl alive

HAHAHAHAHA

memories

pigu was telling me abt how nice jay chou's songs are, and i couldnt agree more.. he is my sec sch idol, whenever his album comes out, i WILL buy de. and i rem his album is once a year kind. now that i am listening to all his songs, there's one particular one that caught me, and that's 星晴. it's in his 1st album.. i remember i kept listening to it on my walkman, non-stop.. can even memorise the lyrics better than when i had to do my chinese hmwk. HAHAHA

hai.. everyone has found a job. jialat lah.. dunno what's wrong with me, or is it my resume? i really dunno.. i so long nv go interview already, think i am becoming rusty soon. when i have learnt how to tackle interview qns, no interviews for me.. i was so desperate that i even apply to be an ICA specialist.. u know those at checkpoints de. wah biang asked for my height n weight, i think i too short, sure fail.. and i really dont like to talk abt it cos i think it's so disheartening. say le sibei sian.. but i do feel the pressure lah. so hope some company just give me a CHANCE. i need it badly..

oh ya.. i want to thank ps for her present!! it was a surprise lah.. haha i love it alot. THANKS DARLING!

looking forward to my langkawi trip now.. my only motivation to live on.

AHAHAHA

SUPER HAPPY

Hi Sarah and Patricia,

How are you doing? Hope all is well with you.

I have written an abstract out of your FYP report and submitted it for presentation at the said conference (1st Regional Conference on Biotechnology). The abstract has been accepted for oral presentation. Now a full paper needs to be submitted by 15 July. Do you think you can work on this? The paper is co-authored by you and me (three persons). The attached is the accepted abstract. I hope you can work on this following the attached paper format and look forward to hearing from you soon.

Cheers,
yh

WOW! Mouse, our efforts were not wasted! when i saw chang's email, i was shocked, why would he email me, thot just wanna ask how are we now. Thinking back, mouse and i were still deciding on which topic to do.. every week go national library research, want to do sth that is current yet interesting, the 23746756 hours of typing in front of the computer, the niaming we got from chang etc.. everything was definitely worth it.. and we can be co-authors together with chang leh!

happiest day and email of my life

=)

happy month!

yeah! july is my favourite month!!

davina gave me a spongebob toy! so nice

hanwen gave me a little miss sunshine, butt i had to earn that, beg n beg until i got it.. another toy to my overcrowding bed. but i am happy

and i am going on a langkawi trip from 27 to 29th june!! nth special abt the place, but u know, just a little getaway for both of us. once a yr thing ah.. it's the company that matters to me u know.

and i have also signed up for this one day LA salsa dance thing at esplanade on 23 aug. so happy that i can finally go for a formal salsa thing. it has always been my wish..

WHOA WHOA life of an unemployed (terrible)

FINALLY!!

omg after dragging for so long, i have finally signed up for voluntary work.

YEAH! and i feeling so happy abt it :)

i think my close friends know i have always been talking abt volunteering, but i just cant find the time when i was back in school, and just plain lazy to go do it. BUT TODAY, i have finally moved my ass and signed up with S'pore Children's Society, and am going to call MCYS tml to enquire.

in case anyone gets the wrong idea, i am not doing this because i wanna 积福 for my next generation, it's because i feel compared to other ppl, i am MUCH MORE fortunate.. and i really think kids shouldnt be deprived of a childhood. i am not new to this cos i have been to tanjong pinang for a day to volunteer, helped organised a christmas party for the underprivileged..

it's the smile i get from the kids that makes me very very happy.

yup, cos i am uncertain of my job n all, so i can only volunteer on weekends, whoever is interested can join me ya..

H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S

i have nv seen vone jumped so high before!

yes u heard me right.. i want to blog abt our (limei, junmin, vone n me) trip to sungei buloh to see sunset cos we received a little surprise. after capturing the beautiful sun n us, we head back toward the entrance. just then, we heard sth beside us in the bushes THIS!!!! a komodo dragon, limei believed, has the freaking size of a crocodile and was like less than a metre beside us! so very naturally, we screamed n ran away, then vone jumped super high into the air n landed 5 metres away.

like long jump. HAHAHAHHA. ok lah best friend i dont laugh anymore.

then the security uncle came running to us cos i screamed damn loud, ask: what happened? what happened?

after we calmed down, he jokingly said aiya it is his pet.. that dragon will come out for a walk at times. when it is not hungry, it will just smell the uncle's feet. in my heart: what if it thot that day served buffet and still want more?i didnt know they can stand up de.. AHHHHHHH so er xin

what if that day we looked like slim cheese hotdogs to it? jitao will die.

luckily we had a nice dinner after that, so all was quickly forgotten..

boring..........

what is it about s'pore that is making me so pek chek?

ans: SO BORING!

i think the most fun place is my home..

outside is no fun at all

so many ppl, esp young ppl everywhere.

and i am starting to really not like crowds.

that's why last sat's trip to sungei buloh was near to being heavenly

only 4 of us and some random ppl..

is this a sign of ageing?

i am just contented to know that i was once young and happening :)

my life

is it because we dont spend enough time together? recently i feel kinda faraway from him.. only when he mentioned it then i realised he actually feels it too. so is it true that if a couple doesnt spend quality time together, they will succumb to such things? i mean i see it coming when he or/and me start working, it will become worse..

do all couples go thru this phase? and if yes, how many of these phases? i seriously dunno cos i have never been in love for so long before. and now that i am no longer a student, things will definitely change. no more lunching in sch, no more taking train from boon lay to kovan..

but i believe this is life, we gotta do sth before it turns for the worse, if not by then cry also no use..

this is when accommodating and compromising each other comes in place. since we havent much common interests, then try to do what we both like whenever we can.. i know it can be done de.

it all boils down to both of us, if we really need each other, things will definitely work out fine =)

and cannot gei gao who do more for who, cos when we start to calculate, it shows sth: i do this cos i want the same in return.. this is so unhealthy

again, managing our time is a crucial factor. if we meant to meet, we will squeeze some time out for each other

to me, family (father mother bro bf) and friends make up the most of my life, if i dont have them, it's the same as taking my life away..

so i always try not to neglect either one of them..

hanwen, u know i love you de. and i hope we will have a future together, eh heck, we HAVE a future. haha

we will work things out,

yeah?

'Fairies and Friends' BBQ

finally today fairies got a chance to get together, like after so long.. to sum it all, i totally enjoyed everything and everyone's company today, u know though got new faces but at least all are loud, friendly and happening.. HAPPY LEH! when limei n pigu say bbq, we all damn on lah.. even it is on a sunday we still made it happen

and surprisingly this time turnout rate so high, like 25 ppl..

for photos see fb bah, or limei's blog. cos i think we took like erm...327463287654 photos?

then played 终极密码, i ate some sambal marsmallow.

EWWWW

but once again, thank you fairies for making this happen, like i said, everyone do sth then very efficient lor.. forever so on. jio go see sunset, we go w/o any thoughts.. go cycling, also follow.. organise bbq, all prepare nicely..

where to find friends like them, u tell me.

looking forward to next gathering ah.

must full force

(cos dav loves my laughter, nv hear not used to it right?)

=)

my week

it was another unemployed week for me.

HAHA, taking it easy man =)

today went for kristy's and kanice's school carnival day, i had to wake up at 7am cos need to reach their sch by 8.. sibei early lah-_-

nth much, we just played games, few of their classmates ask me who am i.. when they heard i am their cousin they laughed, i also dunno what's so funny. but kids laugh at everything and anything.. oh no i am gonna get emo again, no i will not go there.. just think that kids laugh so easily, no worries, only worry would be when can i get my barbie sticker book..

i love to be around kids cos i will nv feel sad, being with adults is so much more complicating.

i have a resolution: anger management.. i heard it on tv.

when u get angry, the other person doesnt know u are angry

moreover u are hurting urself by getting upset

WHAT FOR RIGHT?

i should just chill

watch those wrinkles girl.. haha

but u know, i can be easily pacified by a few dresses, or some cute plush toy..

somehow i am always pacifying myself by shopping.

retail therapy works on me again!! esp now when it's GSS

ANYWAY fairies bbq is settled.. YEAH!!! looking forward to it cos it's fairies mah. and i realise big grps have advantage: each fairy do sth then ok le.. so efficient.

whoa whoa

NICE! =)

what a night

i had a traumatic experience last night. this was what happened:

i was sleeping in my pjs (dress) when i suddenly felt this ticklish feeling at my thighs. i thot it was some mosquito so i just brushed it away. then the feeling slowly came up to my body, then to my armpit.. so i woke up and chased that damn whatever insect away. i saw this thing coming out from my sleeve. it was a moth (it wasnt, read on to find out what it was), so i just ignored it cos moths arent very disgusting.. but i just couldnt get back to slp cos i kept getting the ticklish feeling. so i went to the toilet and decided to chase it out of my room.

when i turned on the lights, trying to look for that moth, i saw a cockroach crawling out from under my pillow

so it wasnt a moth, it was a DAMN COCKROACH,

A COCKROACH JUST CRAWLED ON MY BODY! not on my pjs, ON MY SKIN!!

EWWWWWW

damn shitty lah.. so i went to get the mortein and killed it.

i just hope it didnt like lay eggs in some corner of my room, if not i will just die.

disgusting cockroaches, hope you dont rest in peace.

eh vone, i think maybe they came to me for revenge, rem that day at esplanade we killed them? so u be careful tonight also.

HAHAHA

pigu, and i think this is worse than u finding a dead lizard under ur pillow

-_-

i am so bored..bored..bored

anyway fairies are slowly getting jobs, but i am still unemployed

together with pigu, we are best friends

hahaha

fairies, good luck in ur work ah, dont get bullied :)

and i hope ppl will just stop asking why am i not looking for a job when i am actually actively looking for one ok. i dont talk about it doesnt mean i am duo luo. of course i wanna get a job right? but i can only do so much. i have applied for so many jobs, interns, graduate programs, no reply then also no choice right..

dav was telling me, after she work, she will be poorer than when she was a student. it's like so true, cos need to pay one backside of loans.. terrible

but till now, i am enjoying my life though it is boring. next wk gonna overnight mj at pigu's house (YEAH!), acc pat go shopping (YEAHYEAH!), end of the mth gonna get govt money again (YEAHYEAHYEAH!).. haha i am making it sound like i am receiving welfare payouts

ya, i am like under the welfare of the govt, susan, and hanwen.

love fairies

i think this weekend was one of the best i ever had.. sat at dav's house, sun went cycling cum enjoying the sunset at changi. it was beautiful!! see i even changed the pic on my blog. and all because i have wonderful friends, like LIMEI.. yes we are fortunate to have you (rem what u told us at macs) HAHAHA

but i thot it was junmin's idea to have a cycling session de?

anyway, i think all of us enjoyed each other's company yesterday lah..

and the red tea dessert limei was talking about, my house downstairs also got sell, so if anyone wanna try i can da pao for u all.. i like it cos it tastes like bandung.

let's have another cycling session again ah :)

good company + food + sports + sunset

是很开心的咯

ps: *if u realise, i have added 'fairies' to the blog title, so dont say me already leh*

love kids

i only love cute kids :)
today finally get to see davina's nephew (dillon) and niece (dayna)

actually already saw their photos cos dav keep showing us.. and they are indeed very cute in real life, my type..

went dav's house to have dinner cos her mum invited us, finally got to eat ah zhen's chicken wings: GOOD AH!!

i like dillon, he is jitao my vegetable.. very giat siao, yet adorable

i dunno why i just get attracted to kids, and they are attracted to me as well.. i think it's because i speak their language. who knows who's ben 10? dora? barney? barney's 2 other friends? bob the builder?

once i say i watch ben10, dillon started talking to me. from then onwards we talked all abt power rangers and ben10 and barney and ...........

all in all, it was a fun-filled day, i am very happy today

good food + cute kids + MJ + most imptly, fairies

是开心的咯

What do you do in most pics?
1)PEACE SIGN, my looove.
2)Pose uncontrollably
3)Gather with all teammates
4)Stand there
5)Pose slightly
6)Show off clothes

i came across this question while taking those fb quizzes.. too bad i only have one choice. what do u all think? no. 2 and 6 are sooo me right?

actually it should be like that when getting ready:

4-->3-->5-->6-->1

(explanation): i prefer to stand cos if i sit nobody can see me, then followed by gathering of friends, then pose slightly to get my best angle, then show off my clothes a little, then do some peace sign to show i am ready

then on the count of 3: i will do this:

2) Pose uncontrollably!!

ask my fairies lor, they know it..

similarly for vone. only difference is that she will go straight to no. 2 and 6 whenever someone takes out a camera

tsktsktsk

my boy loves me!!!

i saw the new 7-11 advertisement and they are selling these little miss thingy.. so cute right?

so i tell him i want that. and after constant bugging, i got it!!

SO HAPPY~

i think he didnt know there are 2 in one capsule, so he bought 2 capsules.. end up i have 4 now.. but nvm, i love them though i dunno where to hang them. he say i am like some kid, still want this kind of thing.. but it's not like i want the stuff toy or what mah. at least this kind i can use as keychain.

see, i can get so happy over such stuff.. easily contented huh?

thanks for making my day

:)

i love msn :)

i am addicted to another show again.. it's the korean version of meteor garden.

VERY NICE LAH :)

and i think it's 1000000 times better than the tw version.. and gu jun pyo (dao ming si) looks like the yan cheng xu, but of course more handsome.. the jan di (san cai) is so much cuter than da S lor.

so overall, it is a darn good show.. can watch it on mysoju.com, loads quite fast except at night.

ok back to watching

tata~

ok i have accepted that i have graduated with a 3rd class honours.. i have emailed the school asking whether they can round off my gpa, calculated my gpa from yr 1 to see whether an increase in one grade for my financial can make me a 2nd lower.. no it just cant be done. i am not sad, just abit bu gan yuan cos i got 3.46, 0.04 away from 2nd lower.. blame myself for not studying hard enough, but whatever lah.. my results are out, it cant be changed, so be it.. at least i passed right?

i am not going to cry over this cos it's stupid.. what's the point when things arent gonna change? i mean if feeling sad and low will get me my desired results, trust me, i will cry until my neighbours call the police. HAHAHA.. ppl who know me well should know i dont cry or feel low after a bad paper, maybe for a tiny weeny bit but i get over it soon enough. i know i am gonna start off rougher than the others, but i tell myself i must peform well in my job so to prove i am capable.. yeah may not be exam-smart but i am street-smart. HAHA. i am just gonna take whatever job that comes my way lah, cant hiam anymore..

GOD BLESS ME FOR TML'S INTERVIEW AT CPF!!!

Random

if i still cant find a job, i might turn into a housewife.. everyday i am doing the household chores, going to market, cooking for my family. but no choice, if i dont contribute my mother will think i am free-riding her. cant afford to..

Birthday Wish

ok i know it's too early to have one, but i like to dream u know.. i wish that i could go somewhere beach-y again this year. it's just a wish.. sth like that is good.

i wish i was lying there right now.. i wish that my bday wish comes true..

Midnight Trials of a Schnauzer Dog

Trials: subjection to suffering or grievous experiences; a distressed or painful state. no not me, but thispat's new found BEST FRIEND, it's friend hor, not pet.. we all know her love for dogs, btw she has one too, called donut.. so when we went to night markets to eat n shop, she was always on the look out for schnauzer dogs. from kaohsiung to kenting to taipei. from NT570 to NT400 to NT250, she finally bought it. so we were also happy for her lah, cos i think it's the 1st thing she bought for herself.. after owning this dog, she was VERY VERY high can. her mood immediately changed.. nvm lah, she happy can le mah hor?

we thot she is just happy that's all.. who knows, she speaks dog language!! that night we saw her talking to the dog lah. we all stopped whatever we were doing and stared at her, with pigu's head still wrapped in her bath towel.. and i was just lying beside pat, i was so scared that i rolled over to vone's bed

oh no...

ok pat we shall leave u alone.

on the ji doom ji doom night, vone was preparing so she put her stuff on the bed.. THEN pat just swept vone's clothes away like sweeping dust, sweep already put the dog in a very comfy position to watch TV!

pat: 乖乖阿 (patting dog's head)

vone n pigu: (jitao hot)

they cannot stand it anymore le that dog is more impt than her ji doom clothes. when pat went to bath, vone n pigu grabbed the dog and tied pat's leggings around the eyes

pigu: 你要看电视是吗？(blindfolding the dog) 现在看你怎样看。呵！

while blindfolding the donut lookalike, vone n pigu found sth hard in his bag..

白粉！no wonder this dog so cheap.. only NT250, no need to bargain somemore.. it was ordered to transport drugs from tw to s'pore. below is the drug confiscated from the dog..

so according to s'pore's law, this dog should be sentenced to death.. but because 1st time offender, and it wasnt aware it was committing a crime cos this dog was put into a plastic bag with other toys at xi men ding, it shall be pardoned..

but the rest of us were bu shuang, too light a sentence le.. so we decided to deal with it ourselves. every night, we will torture the dog while pat is bathing. see how much fun we had:

last step, the dog will end up in the cupboard, handcuffed, or rather pawcuffed..

poor dog ~

sad owner ~

happy us ~

WAHAHAHAHA

I AM BACK!!!

everybody, i am back from taiwan!! so fast lah, that time still talking about it, now come back le.. back with few clothes, 9 pairs of shoes (their shoes are VERY comfortable n VERY cheap), 30 masks, and other random stuff. it was a fun-filled trip, most imptly wasnt affected by the flu thing. ya will blog about tw soon.. waiting for photos to be uploaded.

My University Life

ok now my turn to give an account of my university life.. though my blog is only read by those few loyal readers, so more 贴切 to talk about fairies.. and will see repeating stuff on other fairies' blogs.. but must still talk about it de mah. but warning first ah, this is gonna be a long post. go grab ur popcorns and tissue paper (clean ur mouth lah, not tears) HAHA

my journey started in 2005. i was happy that i got into a uni, but was afraid i may not have any friends cos uni is so big. everyone works independently and all.. ya so when i knew there was an orientation camp, FWAH jitao fill in the form immediately and sent it out.. went for the camp and saw MANY girls..ok whole camp had only 5 guys. then my 1st thought: wah my hope of finding a guy in uni cui liao -_-

look at me! everyone wear sandals only i wear sports shoes...

yvonne kuan wasnt my 1st friend in the camp, but since we were in the same course, we met up on 1st day of sch. YES u were wearing ur red puma tshirt n jeans.. actually even before sch started, u called me and asked me wanna take HP101 or not. then i thot ok lor, cos i didnt wanna take modules alone.
then slowly me vone and pat made friends with pigu, and wanwei.. then lastly davina and limei.. till now i still dunno how it all started, how we could hit it off so well. SEVEN of us.. not easy one lor.

omg.. fairies 4 yrs ago!! i think i look the worst here. and i still thot i was damn chio last time. ridiculouswhen i first saw limei's photo..i was thinking who take edventure photo must go makeover de? so kua zhang leh. then i saw pigu. wah unapproachable.. pat ah, she looks sad.. like me. why so sad huh?

we are in the same course, take same modules, dav n limei same hall, me n pat live 4 busstops away.. 4 out of 7 from nyjc, the rest chapalang.. ok everyone looks prettier now (fyi, u can click on the photo to have a larger view of our pretty faces)PRETTIER RIGHT?
fate? similar interests? ok let's just say we have them all lah :) from picnics to theme parties to rollerblading to late nights HTHT to bday celebrations to lao yusheng to buffets to ktv to mahjong to drinking.. we have done it all. and most of the outings we get full attendance.. like i said to coordinate 7 girls is not easy..can u imagine our mass chat on msn, 你一句我一句 so busy lah..

i am really grateful for all the time i spent with fairies.. it was always filled with fun and laughter

birthdays..

play..

food..

theme parties..

it was uber fun with 6 of them lah.. ppl envy us, some think we are mad, but we are FAIRIES.. dramatically loud and hardworkingly fun fairies.

thank you yvonne, thank you davina, thank you limei, thank you qing ning, thank you pat, and lastly thank you wanwei.. u all have been very very very great friends. you all made my uni life extra special.. at least i know other ppl dont have. HAHA

and most imptly, yvonne kuan unleashed my hidden love for phototaking.. last time i seldom take pictures. but now? camwhoring all the time.. the only photos i took in sch before uni was for my year book, and during racial harmony day. what a loser.. total no. of photos taken in sec sch and jc less than one fairies outing

anyway thanks for everything you girls have given me for the past 4 years. be it good or bad, i cherish them all :)

FOC not only brought fairies together, it was also thru camp that i met him:

ALVIN NEO!!!before i knew him, i was kinda making fun of him behind his back.. when i see him in sch, i will point to the fairies and laugh: honalulu honalulu..

we chatted on msn, went out for dinner, watched movie, bring me go JB (tsktsk), hug me during HSS bash (tsktsktsk)..

想不到 we got together.. 报应啊! HAHA.. it's all fated i guess.. firstly we live near each other, ah ma live same block, bdays 1 day apart etc.. alot bah i guess. i think when we got together alot of our friends were stunned. like how come. why not man? i like my guy to be nice to me (check), humourous (check), filial (check), and lastly, loves me deep deep (check check check)..

we do have our unhappy times too. mostly cos i anyhow throw tantrums.. eh but u also got make me unhappy before ok. even liao ah.. but ok lah, always after one day then 雨过天晴. ok we *stamp heart* BFF ah. best future forever =) u better dont bully me huh, if not wing will come whacking you with her slippers, u already promised her on 29 April 2009 in zouk. i believe fairies wont let u off as well. but nah, i trust you and know that i can lean on your shoulders for the rest of my life. from now on, i shall be the only person u can date. alvin neo u bo bei zhao already lah. but u are very happy, very fortunate right? ya lah, see.. meant to be de mah. because i am also very happy very fortunate to have you and i dont want it to go away..

是开心的咯
and not forgetting all my other friends i made in uni.. i can never name all here. u know who u are cos only if you are my friend then u would bother to read until here. and maybe some random readers who link from other fairies' blogs.. so i had a happening 4 years right? i also think so.

though i didnt get to experience hall life cos i dont like outside toilets (what the hell), but i had as much fun as limei and davina did.. school is fun when u have fun-loving friends. we are gonna graduate and soon parting ways, but i will always remember this part of my life. i have this blog and facebook to relive those days we had..

good luck to all fairies and friends in finding a good job, start their own families. and then meet up 10 years later (bring ur kids along) =)

I LOVE YOU ALL!

and lastly, byebye ntu ~

i love me!

ah my blog is 6 mths old!! haha still newbie leh.. and this blog was created cos vone keep asking me to blog. dont believe 请看my 1st post 0_0

and all my blog posts have been about everyone around me, but not me.. so today i shall dedicate this post to myself :)

i have lived for 23 years and i am loving evey bit of it. haha not because i am an optimistic person but rather i believe that no one is perfect. (excluding fictional characters like edward) i have many flaws, some visible, some not so visible.. but my imperfections are what make me ME!

i am short, so what? at least i can still buy mac's student meal w/o showing my pass, my head will not get hit by the handle bar on the bus, and i can wear heels and am still shorter than everyone else. HAHAHAHA ok at least still shorter than hanwen. so next time when i take wedding photos i am on same level with every other girl :)

i am impatient, so what? at least i get things done. though most of the time it's last min work, but still i get myself moving u know.

i am loud and noisy, so what? i love all the noise i am making. at least i am not dumb. since i have a mouth and i can talk, talk lah. it's like putting kfc fried chicken skin in front of me and i cant eat it, SAD.

hah so everyone should just embrace own imperfections.. some things we just couldnt change so from now on, we shall love ourselves a little bit more ok? just remember every single one of you is different, i bet u cant find another Sarah Ho around. and ppl remember me because i am the Short, Impatient & Loud girl.

i love myself

=)

Huh.. what next?

AHHHHHH i am stuck on bejeweled and restaurant city! i am not studying, not bathing because i cant leave my comp..

ULTIMATE DUO LUO-NESS

-_-

anyway pat read the eclipse faster ah.. i am done with new moon. one word: NICE. though 3/4 of the story has no edward, but i still like it.. the way Stephenie Meyer writes is brilliant. i cant put the book down, i read even when i am at the pedestrain crossing.. MOUSEY faster ah, i wanna read the part limei say they both go into the room de. HAHA

i am finishing new moon soon.. next up is eclipse. mousey must read faster ah

i dunno why but he looks like Edward. whenever i watch american idol, i picture him as Edward, hahaha means he looks like a vampire

is chinese the trendy language now? even the french kid appearing on the recent advertisement is speaking better mandarin than i am lah.. 小白兔，白又白。。。if it's trendy then i must follow it.

今天我刚考完我的第三张纸，希望我不会考太差因为我没有写一个例子。

ok i give up. haha.. upon finishing my 2nd paper last thurs, i had a sudden urge to go sentosa, and of course i jio mouse lah, and off we went.. the sun was extremely kind to us, it was cloudless that day, BUT davina dont want us to stay longer. wei we wanna walk the tan roadline mah cannot meh.. so we left after just 2 hours of fun. then met limei and dav for lunch at marche. and limei brought 'new moon' and 'eclipse'!!!!! sidetrack abit, for ppl who doesnt know, new moon is the sequel to 'twilight', and i nv mentioned how nice twilight is.. and now i have new moon, i bring it wherever i go cos i just cant put the book down. i even think abt the story before i go to bed.. highly recommend to everybody :)

yeah anyway after lunch, was it limei or dav who suggested awfully chocolate ice cream, forgot le, but it was sinfully NICE!

limei, i have covered well right? poor dav gotta hold my stuff.. HAHA

oh i love the box they put the ice cream in. CUTE! and their single scoop is huge, so ya one scoop is enough to satisfy me.. 是开心的. i am a huge supporter of ice cream leh hanwen, so if u wanna cheer me up can buy me ice cream ah..

recently the weather is killing me.. it's so hot i think i am melting like the icebergs. so hot until i nv thot of bringing my cardigan to exam today. if there was something to cool me down. Edward?

ah pathetic.. I am blogging from my phone now cos my laptop is down. AGAIN!!! Dont buy fujitsu.. Really su ah. Haha.. Now cant play restaurant city on fb for e time being until i get my hands on hanwen's laptop, but he cfm wont lend me cos he will be glad that i finally have nothing to distract me from studying.. But i just have no motivation lah. This whole sem just zoomed by. Partly due to fyp, by e time we handed in it was already week 10. No time to do tut de lor.. Nvm bah, all will be over in like what, 2 wks.. My 17 yrs of education has finally come to an end.. Ah what a fruitful 17 yrs.. At least i enjoyed :)

with love

with lots of love from u know who lah ah.. :)

♥

if u dont come quick enough i will FINISH ALL.. share with kristy and gang.

thank the one who brought candy empire to s'pore.. they have amazing chocolates not found in ntuc or cold storage. i remember my 1st chocolate from there was given to me by wing. she gave me this super big size violet crumble. talking abt violet crumble, WHY HAS IT DISAPPEARED? it's the choco i ate since young. so sad.. like A&W, gone forever..

i miss my boyfriend... he is busy with projects and all. dunno when will be the next time i get to see him :(

haha last wk after my last uncle's lec at adm, foggy babby made this very amazing discovery.. she saw this lift

we were wondering how to bring it down. u see the black button beside the door handle? ya have to press and hold on until the lift comes to our level. ok so when it reached, we had to manually opened the door. and as expected, we had to operate the lift manually! there, same way as we brought the lift down, gotta hold on to the button and it will bring u to the level u want to. cool right? HAHA.. jitao environmentally friendly.

last sat i went woodlands library with the 3 kids.. WAH keegan was a monster man, seriously nv bring kids below 4 who has nv been to a library before to a library.. those who have been to woodlands branch should know there's this tree at the children's section, so once keegan stepped out of the lift, he was FREAKING excited. we had to chase him and calm him down until he found his new toy..

haha see how much fun he is having.. he sat there until the library closed lah -_- but it was fun though. there were other kids who were noisy too, so keegan wasnt the only one

anyway last pic to end this post, this was taken by keegan, i think he has potential of being the next ah... Mr Artistic Photographer

=)