recently i came across many inspirational quotes, some from tv mobile, some from uncle's last lec today.. haha uncle showed us this ppt slideshow showing lots of inspirational quotes with celine dion singing in the background.. -_- i find these 3 particularly meaningful, so ya here they are:

" If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

"Love is not just looking at each other, it's looking in the same direction"

"Dont cry because it's over, laugh because it happened"

ah how i wish i could u know, live by all these.. esp the 1st one. oh well

for the 2nd one, i guess me and hanwen do look in the same direction? haha

3rd one ah, maybe uncle trying to tell us not to cry cos today last lec, but laugh because he gave us lots of joy through his basic fundamental lectures. HAHA

=)

I DONT WANT TO GO SCHOOL!

how do i measure happiness? Family, friends, and the other half. it's definitely not like the impossible trinity, cos all these 3 can happen at the same time..

mostly i have been blogging about my friends, 3 kids, my life.. i seldom talk about hanwen in one whole post. got or not? better late than never lah ah.. dont gei gao. BFF =)

but today, today he made me feel especially important to him. anyway i am always important to him de lah, just today it really touched me deep down inside my heart

you will feel like you are the most important person in his world when he makes you feel like one:

he keeps his promise,

he means it when he says: i love you,

he is willing to be the one who gives,

he is understanding when you have ur menstrual cramps

(dunno if it annoys him though),

he buys your fav food,

makes time for you even if he has piles of work undone,

cannot stand it when you mention other guys in front of him

(ok mah, u guys also look at pretty girls what),

tries his best to buy you things you want,

etc

his promise means alot to me, it's true.. i hope that habit goes away foreverrrrrr

yeah i know my temper annoys him.. i want to change, but it takes time one leh.. 10 years lah. OK? haha

will we both change into 2 different people?

nah i still want to be your loud and lively happy fruit

LASTLY,

still wondering ...

HELP!!!

can anyone help me find dark brown nail polish? i have been looking very long for it.. if u happen to come across one please tell me.

XIE XIE

WAHAHA i finally know how to trf photos from my phone to comp... photos are in very random order.. so ya

ENJOY =)

i can like bath in this bar of chocolate for 2 years

on the left is my nephew, ethan.. looks ang moh ah

look at all the gamblers


this is ps in case anyone forgot how she looks like

this is janice..

SERIOUSLY!!

this is 爱心早餐 ok

this is 爱心午餐

and this is 爱心晚餐

this is the 1st photo in my new phone and i am not even inside -_-

HAHA very random right?

Happy Bday Limei!

today we celebrated limei's bday at the $10 ktv club.. haha her fav mah. anyway for photos pls see fb. lazy to upload here. MUAHAHA

as usual we had fun, took some funny videos but SORRY it's not available to the public. too bad me n pat went later cos i had church then we went to discuss fyp. YES FYP, cos chang gave us a chance to correct our mistakes, so ya i am not done with it.. we went only an hour late and we missed the '最熟悉的陌生人', '下一个天亮' etc.. haiyo -_-

anyway here's wishing limei a

HAPPY 23th BIRTHDAY!!

(as old as pigu, tsktsk.. but still younger than kuan)

=)

why do we always only realise we are in the wrong after something bad has happened? didnt we anticipate it coming? we sure know it's gonna happen, but why did we choose to ignore it and wait till someone else tells us then we try to make it up to him? usually it's always a 3rd party who sees everything so clearly and unbiased-ly. but what to do, we are all so busy.. at least now we try to change our attitude, so hope everything will be fine =)

ANYWAYS i will be going to taiwan and thailand for grad trip!!! ps if u want anything from bkk can tell me.. cos i realise you always turn around at bkk.. no chance to go shopping haha. janice also, if u want anything i can fly back with it for you. this time i am not gonna regret like last time.. must buy until i SHIOK! yeah i have been to taiwan when i was 1 year old i guess.. so can be counted as i have never been there.. kinda excited cos i watch alot of tv shows promoting taiwan, it sure looks fun. and we gonna watch the guess show (come some of the music) WAHAHA

but before that, i have to go thru the dreadful mb project and assignment -_- and nauseating exams ----____----

WHERE IS MY SOURCE OF MOTIVATION?

(maybe a good paying stable job would help)

what's wrong huh?

Kanice is going on teevee!!! according to her mum, it's some show where they place kids in a room with hidden cameras, then take down their true natural reaction when they have to handle difficult situations. i think the show is called 娃娃看世界 debuting this thurs, but kanice will probably be in later episodes cos she will be filming this thurs.. and i dont think it's her alone lah, likely to be her whole class. not sure too.. but i am certain she will be the one asking ALOT of qns (so her lah)

anyway this fri i will be going with them to NLB to borrow books, then eat high tea.. HAHA relaxed life

HAHAHAHA i have the best mummy! yeah.. jio me go shopping, let me go bkk, ask me to buy more dresses for her (means can get more money from her)...

best friend leh *stamp heart*

Susan 万岁!!

心寒啊！

失望而痛心，

嗨。

anyway my 损友 mummy is jioing me go for the charles & keith warehouse sales!! should i go all out or dont buy so much? jitao in a dilemma

TA DAH!! presenting to u... ah chang.. come some ha mi gua..

there he's the one whom i looked high n low for when i needed him the most, always on busy mode de. eh chang have mercy on us, any grade below B+ might give us a heart attack.

it's finally over. at least i can sleep well tonight, without having to worry about how to relate biofuel and poverty rate

HAHAHAHA

FINALLY!!!

the day has finally arrived.. i guess every year 4 student is rejoicing right now. i am too, i just hope our report is good enough. if it's worth at least a B+, all the days and nights and endless grumbles are definitely worth it.
BUT the nightmare isnt over. i still got 2 presentations next wk, one mb report and one final project.. maybe my nightmare will only end on 27 april, 7pm..
--___--

looking back

i am finally in my final year, final sem of my whole 21 years of school life (i already went to school when i was 2).. hmm to me my sec sch life was the best, maybe it was during my growing up years.. so i experienced alot of new things in sch. come JC, didnt enjoy much as it was a short 2 years..

next is stepping into ntu.. looking back these 4 years, though i know i will not graduate with ideal results, but i had ALOT of fun. trust me. between a not so good degree + lots of fun & excitement, and a 1st class honours + no friends & no life, i would rather choose the former.. to me lah, school life is supposed to be the most exciting and colourful part of everyone's life, so my motto: Study hard, Play harder!

when we start working, when can we get 3 mths holiday? can we not go to work as and when we wish like we were in sch?

lucky for me. i feel that i have spent my past 21 years wonderfully. i can proudly say that i have been a FUN & DILIGENT (but nv pass with flying colours except math leh) student.

most imptly, i have made good friends along the way, and of course hanwen lah (claimed to be one of the 2 coolest hss students -- PUI lor, he nv see i belong to which group, FAIRIES lor).. and to everyone who once appeared in my life, be it u loved me or hated me, it's ok de.

i wouldnt have exchanged all these for any amount of money! PRICELESS

let's hope the next part of my life would be just as great, if not better.. =)

mood swings

dec 08 4jan 14feb <------FYP------> 13 MARCH!

'my mood graph'

fluctuates like oil price, hit an all-time low during term break, forcasted to peak on 13 march. most prob will fall again when exams come.. after which will start showing an increasing trend.

i only get happy when i do things i like (ok fei hua):

travel

cook

see hanwen

play with my cousins

......

goodness it's already 9pm and i still have tons of work to finish

-_-

this is to ps:

Thank you so much for helping me lug back all those stuff from US, especially my 6 tubes of VS cream.. almost 1 kg leh. after my dreadful fyp and stuff, we shall meet again for more food and NICE desserts ok? i know we both love desserts so we can scout for some nice ones.. my treat =)

janice make urself free also, if u want can bring elvin.. i am sure he wants to tag along. HAHAHA ok dont let him see this.. eh i think can forget abt uncle cos he must be preparing for exams already.. hehe

*counting down*

7 more days to 13 march!!

'tis the season to be jolly, falalalala lalalala

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

there's definitely some truth in this.. people who know me well enough should know which one is true lah.

anyway today i went to vone's house to cook with her.. 想不到，在她那亮丽的背后是那么的贤慧. d24 is lucky to have found her.. of course hanwen is lucky to have found me also. HAHA, i will learn to cook new stuff after fyp and my 2 presentations.. u wait ok.

9 more days to 13 march. 感动!

seriously ~

i think the guy who stabbed his prof is quite S****D.. seriously, even if he doesnt agree with ur fyp(which we are guessing that's the project), you shouldnt even have the intention to kill him what.. and ur fyp is due like when? end may.. HELLO END MAY!! you have loads of time, even i, or we whose fyp is due next fri, there's no need to be that worked up.. chang if u happen to read this, dont worry, i am sure wanwei wont stab you. HAHAHA

tml will be our rare fairies gathering in like few mths, cos we have been busy with u all know what lah ah.. so we are getting tog to celebrate pigu's bday. 23 years old leh.

one word: OLD

happy birdae butt =)