48 hours of pure bliss...

i want more 48 hours with you

=)

i got an ugly debit card

then...

now...

YUCKS

the reason i signed up for the campus card is because of the card itself. the new card looks like some courts rewards card, or worse still, some metro rebate card. EWWW

Sunny SENTOSA!!!!

Finally!! i get to blog about our sentosa trip.. as usual the sun always give me face, cos i am sunny ho what. dunno why vone suddenly wanna walk the tanned-skin roadline, but heck, she call me along i sure go one, but too bad pat, our sunshine girl got dance that day if not she sure come (hahaha)

so we decided to act as tourists for the day, and took LOTS of pics and with everything.. u see lor

did u notice penny is the only one not in bikini? -.- she kept hiding in the shade all the while, but got tanner as well.... hahah penny suan le lah, next time just tan with us

ok i got sth to say abt this bottle of water.. we each bought 1
while queuing to pay, i asked vone:

me: eh how much ah? (digging for coins)

vone: $1.70

me: oh for 3 ah?

vone: no, for 1

me: .....

$1.70 for a bottle of ice mountain mineral water! wah the water come from outer space one ah? so freaking expensive. but what to do.. but this definitely did not spoil our mood for more photo taking!!!

i look like some human trafficker, and penny, the human who gets trafficked.. hahaha

as i said, pat couldnt join us, so we took pics with her friend, ratty instead.. mousey hor?

then both of us started to feel emo, cos of that $1.70 mineral water -_-'''

lovely sentosa =)

we will be back soon!! with ah pat of course.

FYP

this post is for those whose FYP supervisor is prof chang, --> vone, pigu, ah wan, pat and me

let me give u girls some warning:

1. DO NOT BE LATE for meet ups, he hates latecomers. chang will tell u off

2. he expects quality work = high demands. he expects the students he supervises will work very hard cos he say if we produce lousy work, he dont care whether we will get bad grades, but he minds the time he wasted on us. OMG.. the reason he wants us to work hard is so he can benefit from this as well. he would like to send our project for publishing if it's well done. he expects us to read alot too so we can exchange ideas.. hmm my view on this is that i am glad he is willing to go all out to guide us if we are willing to work hard, he offered to send us relevant materials for research.. how nice of chang =) BUT doing fyp under him also means the stress level will be pretty high..

3. he can be rather sarcastic at times.. this one girls u will know in due time

hmm other than that, he is a nice guy. we need more profs like him in econs, seriously. profs like eu***n q*ah, ng b**y k*i, mi** l**w, r*sa**nd, hu**g wei**** should go do sth else..

FYP is definitely not going to be easy... but girls we can do it right? no scared cos we got chang with us.. jialat we only feel the stress when we are actually doing it, so ppl who are not doing it yet dont ask us got so stress meh? YES IT'S THAT STRESSFUL!!

!#%^$^&#%@

bye.

GSS is finally here!!!

how could any girl miss the GSS? and of course i am just like any other girl.. started my shopping spree on FIRST day of GSS with who else but my shopping kaki, pigu. as usual our outing is an impromptu one,

me: pigu tml are u going out?

pigu: no, u wanna date me ah?

me: yes, tml we go shopping

pigu: ok

as easy as that. she always very on... that's why i like to jio her go shopping.

so we met for lunch, then off we went.. walked past m)phosis.. 50%-70% sale!!!! it is here again. so of course we walked in, spent around 1 hr in there.. can u imagine, it was quite chaotic inside.. but heck we both bought stuff

i LOVE this!! this is what i have been looking for.. previously i was jealous vone n pigu bought nice bags from m)phosis, so i went to almost all the outlets in s'pore to look for a similar one. but no more =( then have been looking for it for months.. then i finally saw sth similar at hula n co.. but then it costs $37.. abit bo hua, and i know hula n co. mark up their prices damn high.. so forget it. i know good stuff will come to ppl who wait patiently for them. when i found this bag among a heap of bags, i faster ran to pigu and showed her.. hahaha damn happy. and 50% off!! after discount is $21. i bought another small bag as well, 70% off, after discount is $8.. but no pic of that since it is just a normal black handbag.

i overheard a very interesting conversation between these 2 girls inside m)phosis

girl 1: (holding 4 tops and 2 bags in her hands) eh how? which one should i buy?

girl 2: u see whether u have more clothes or more bags lor

girl 1: huh? but i like the tops and the bags leh.. HOW? HOW? HOW?

girl 2: (herself holding few bags as well)

me: -.-''

it reminds me of myself.. i wonder if i have more clothes or more bags? whether to buy bag or top. or both? sometimes i hate to be caught in a dilemma, esp this kind, when i have to make tough decisions, to buy or not to buy.. (where's my sugardaddy when i need him?)

then we walked around, trying to grab more cheap stuff.. went to mango and bought a tank top. i know i have tons of those, but i still want more. cant get enough of tank tops.. pretty and comfy and cheap and wearable and everything.. and tank tops take up little space so i can put more clothes in my wardrobe.. how very smart.

but my wardrobe is falling apart any minute.. it's either i STOP shopping, or i clear my wardrobe to make way for more clothes, which = CAN CONTINUE shopping. STOP vs CONTINUE.. i am trying to weigh the benefits here.. hmm it seems there is not much of a fight, to continue gives me much more satisfaction. much much much more.. so maybe i clear my cupboard? or buy another one to store more clothes.. the latter seems more feasible.. (i need my sugardaddy)

I NEED A JOB!! actually i have turned down some job offers, but all want me to work only 2 wks.. i dont want, if i accept, then what am i going to do after that? by then it will be too difficult to find another one. i cant believe i am still so picky.. hai

GSS will go on until july, i need money

for grad trip, i need more money ( i need a few more sugardaddys)

i think someone is going to kill me after this post.. i wonder who. hope is not the boy

I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway for those who dunno something, results will be out on 5th june. i dunno why this time round it will be out so early, but i know it's not going to be good. so better play all i can first.. i just dont want any Cs.. my gpa already borderline--2nd lower, if this time get Cs, i dont know what to do, kuku shit.. i only have 2 sems left. and the remaining econs mods are disgusting and unappealing, like having piles (ok not a very good analogy)

i cant believe i will be graduating in a year's time. i am always amazed by how time flies, still rem those primary sch days.. running to the monkey bars during recess, buying pencils from the bookshop, helping some primary 1 kid buy food, i still gave her money cos she had not enough to buy a bowl of noodles.. -.- eh 20 cents to a primary 5 kid who had only $1 for pocket money is alot hor.. i had to sacrifice my fav snack -- beebee, cos of that kid. and it made me very pek chek. hope she rem that a 11 yr old jiejie once helped her, if not she would have no food during recess on that day

that was in the past ok.. i am not like that now

and ya, do you know that the brand agnès b is not pronounced as ag-nes bee? correct pronunciation is ---> AH NI AH BEY

hahahahahaha no joke, the boy went to ask the sales promoter there. it sounds damn crude, like scolding someone.. eh u ah ni ah bey lah. i find it quite amusing. and of course we ask pat to pronounce it once for us, cos we know she says it with lots of feel. pat hor? lazy lazy

muahahahaha

*vonie i am still waiting to be 发觉. haha

very happy

i am glad i did something smart today.. i shall not say what it is, but i got the answer i hope to get when i decided to talk about it.. previously i was afraid of many things, like hearing sth that would make me sad, cos i dont like to feel sad.. and i know it pains him to see my sad as well, that's why i chose to keep it to myself until i find the courage i needed to approach it.. but well everything's solved. YEAH!!

i seem self-sacrificing, but it's just that i tend to think ALOT, and he knows it.. and i think far, so i rather think of the problem myself first, then when i feel it's ready to talk then i talk lah.. but maybe next time i should just talk straightaway and stop thinking abt it for days, or even months, cos like today, if i had approached it earlier i would have spared myself the misery.. i felt stupid *slaps myself* hahahaha.

cant blame me also.. i tend to keep to myself cos i dont want to bother others with my problems.. i remembered when i was in sec sch my band teacher said i am a 'very difficult to reach' girl, whatever that means? maybe she meant i 难以琢磨.. she cant read my mind.. but hello if she can read my mind then bbz.. haha

what is a boyfriend for right? in future i shall not hesitate to tell him everything.. cos now i believe by communicating everything can be solved.. the feeling of getting a load off my mind is much better than getting 'A' for exams.. seriously. it's weird that that thing previously on my mind is now GONE. so i feel freaking happy.. oh ya and a bf is for bullying as well =)

it goes to show how loving someone very much can do wonders.. pat enlightened me that night, she said i was too afraid of losing him.. *ding ding ding* 100% correct, she hit the nail on the head. that's why last time if got anything i dont say to him, fear of losing someone.. and probably still not used to it.. seriously i know i think too much and think alot.. but that's me.. i know myself.. OK, sarah ho from today onwards confide in ur boy.. he will definitely help you cos he is supposed to. (later he say i take him for granted again)

i just want to apologise to the boy for making him worry. cos i know when he reads my previous post he sure come and ask me about it.. and sorry for looking damn sian that saturday night, my fault.

so ppl, if u have any problems, must talk it out ok? dont keep it to urself and feel miserable for nothing.. talk to family, friends, boyfriend, girlfriend, whoever.. talk face to face better, highest in information richness <-- mb106 stuff.. haha

now my ONLY worry is FYP.. shitty piece of shit. and i am definitely not gonna spare the boy too.. haha i think next 2 sems i will throw tantrums, turn violent if i feel stressful..he is in for it already.. HAHAHA. if i want to cry i will look for you, if i want to grumble and complain i will look for you.. later he become more stressed up than me.. ok lah boy joking only.. u dont avoid me when u see me ah.. later i go ur hall find u then u always not in.. you say you will be the good bf and go thru hard times with me right? i believe you

vonie i am still waiting for the sentosa pics.. i wanna post the ANTM ones. 我要被发觉!!

*desperate*

i need more courage

i need more patience

i need more confidence

i need more faith

God please help me....

=)

the boy again.....

after reading vone's blog, i suddenly remembered on our 3rd month, the boy did something very touching also.. he made a dedication on the radio!!! he declared his love on national radio, wah initially i was very shocked lah, hearing his and my name.. he also asked vone and pat to make sure i listen to class95 and not walk away from the radio.. he had it all planned cos he already sent in the email dedication in the morning. wah so sweet can.

stupid boy make me high only, whole night keep thinking about you.

the boy

one fine wednesday i cooked for the boy... haha damn fun, actually he asked for it, so me being the very nice girlfriend i cook lor.. cooked pasta and bread pudding. ok he emphasized that the bread pudding was a COMBINED effort.. fine. but luckily it turned out nice if not i sure blame him

it was really good... ok lah boy, give u some credit ok.. thanks for beating the egg with the milk and sugar.. and while it was baking u went to take a nap. Thanks ah

ya no pics of the pasta cos when i finished cooking we both damn hungry so we soot the pasta in 15 mins.. nvm just go look at those pics at pasta mania.. same one. so after eating, of course there are alot of dishes to wash, so we played scissors paper stone, who win who wash

(1st sign of a househusband)
there the winner, still look abit buay gam wan.. 赢了不认账.. tsktsk

then it was his turn to cook for me the next day.. pasta and salmon... i felt very ang mo-ish for those 2 days.. but nvm, got alot of love inside the food.. haha but he had to do alot of cleaning after cooking

(2nd sign of a househusband)

hahahahahaha

eh i nv ask him to mop the floor, still ask me take pic of him, and act pitiful.. ok lah i know you very nice to me so..............

i give you a big big heart =)

I NEED A JOB!!! cos i didnt strike toto.. 连屁都没有。what shit lor... nvm tml i shall buy 4D.. die ah when have i become a gambler? must be the boy lah... everytime keep saying wanna buy toto, 4D, then make me gian also. bleah...

but let's look at it this way, if only he buys, there's only ONE hope, but when i buy too, we have TWO hope.. more hope more chances of winning. if he strikes, his money will be my money, but if i strike, my money will still be my money. AHAHAHAHAHA

(girls must always keep some 私房钱)

hai just hope i will get a job by next week, i dont wanna continue rotting at home

---> low satisfaction + no income = will die before school starts

however, it's only at times like holidays that we get to do the things we want. we crossed over the causeway to have a wonderful dinner... really, everytime i eat that 咸蛋虾菇 i get high, pure happiness.. and the exchange rate is like what.. 2.32, wahhhhhh how to not go..

the boy is becoming a johorian already.. he goes to johor more than anywhere else. jialat man, he can be m'sian PR, go the eating place a few more times can become VIP..

'VIP are entitled to 10% off for every RM50 spent' ---> shiokness

hahahahahahhahahahahha

ok now it's 2.30am and i will be meeting vone and penny 7 hrs later at 9.30am to go sentosa.. goodbye

today i 心血来潮 want to make some jelly for the 3 monsters (that's what their mum calls them).. so i met pat go cold storage buy stuff. after buying, i decided to try my luck at toto, so ok lor since kovan got s'pore pools i went in lah... seriously i dunno how to buy, i only know shade 7 numbers.. i really shade randomly, i had no particular feeling or what, just whack the numbers i like, so after finishing i brought to the counter

me: passed the slip to the auntie

auntie: you want to buy 50 cents or 7 numbers de?

me: huh? what's the diff?

auntie: got 2 kinds, one is 50 cents, another is 7 numbers cost $3.50

me: so the 50 cents one how to play?

auntie: oh 50 cents is can only shade 6 numbers

me: oohhhhhhhhhh, then if strike all 6 no. is win which prize?

auntie: 2nd prize

i am not a greedy person, so i bought the 50 cents one, haha.. i had to shade all over again cos initially i shaded 7 numbers, neh mind.. cos luckily there wasnt any queue at that time.. i shaded 4 boxes so total $2. hope this $2 can win me enough money to last me 2 sems and my grad trip. THAT'S ALL, i am not asking for more..

everyone wish me luck, pray for me..

i met up with 2 of my fav girls for lunch on mon. we went bugis to collect janice's euro pass cos she is flying to faraway europe for her grad trip for 2 mths.. then we saw this damn cute queue no. ticket machine

this is poh shan, she couldnt help but pose with it... it's in the shape of a whistle, how cute is that

then we went over to marina sq for lunch, we ate at Hotpot Culture, it's beside Thai Express. we had the ala-carte buffet which cost about $23 per person. the food is not bad, and it includes free flow of fondue (pure happiness), so can give it a try. we reached the place at 3pm, but there werent any customers, so we just walked in lor.. then the waitress came and told us: erm the buffet starts at 3.15pm... at that time we were very very very hungry already, but bo bian, so we went in to sit down n bio the food first.

ps hungry until eating the menu

we too...... =(

i asked jan whether they have beef here, and she drew me this

so we waited until 3.15, after ordering the broth, we cheong to the buffet table to grab many many food. they had 5 types of broth: chicken, fish, tom yum, herbal and last one forgot what. we ordered the chicken, tom yum and herbal. ya very nice, but i think they put alot of MSG.

this is only like 1/3 of what we ate.. cos when the rest of the food all came i had no time to take pics.. 2 tables full of food, very scary

so we ate and talked and laughed as usual.. after eating halfway, we felt like having a change, so we ordered the fondue, leaving the rest of the food for later.. and halfway thru the fondue, janice asked me

jan: eh sarah, why u nv eat ur dumplings?

me: but i didnt take them

jan: but u asked me to take, u were standing beside me and said they look nice, so i took it

me: -.-

jan: really, i heard u saying u wanted them

me: i swear i didnt, must be some girl who wore the same top as me talking to u

jan: no, cfm it's u

me: ok nvm, since u took them let's eat it

so we cooked the dumplings, then dipped into the fondue.. hahahahahhaahhaha

ps: eh sarah, inside the pot still got hotdogs, u nv eat

me: but not i take one leh

ps: u asked me to take it, i heard u say u wanted

me: -_-'''

ps: sarah are u dreaming or what, first u asked jan to get the dumplings then me to get the hotdogs

me: but i didnt mah.... i dont rem saying those things

and we laughed non stop. but i really didnt ask them to take... cos ps say dont take those normal stuff like hotdogs, crabsticks, and i am not a big fan of dumplings, if got i dont mind, but i wont take lor.. i think they both gang up to play me. TSK. so nvm, i just ate all those food that i DIDNT ask for.. jan KO-ed quite early, left ps and me eating n eating.. oh the strawberry ice cream was nice!!! i had like 3 scoops of that

me: eh watermelon dipped in fondue not very nice

jan: ok

but she went to take for ps... when she came back with the watermelon, i ate like most of it

ps: i thot u say u dont want

me: eh i say dip in choco not nice, nv say i wont eat like that

and we laughed non stop again... after eating, ps and me brought cameras, so......

me. jan. ps

???

we ate from 3 plus to around 5. then after bumming ard, i came home to eat dinner... hahaha after having lunch buffet i still had stomach for dinner... better gym tml

i always have so much fun meeting these 2 girls.. but we always cant find time to meet up cos everyone is busy, so today no matter what i told myself must cancel all other appointments to meet them.. jan is flying soon, ps is doing her special sem now till end june, after which in july she will start her career as a Singapore Girl... air stewardess leh. ps see u on the plane in future. haha =)

i love biotherm

i got this a week ago and i love it.. it's very good, as in my skin doesnt feel tight after washing, unlike some cleansers which will leave ur skin feeling tight, like just had botox.. damn jialat. though its price is a little steep, hmm but i think it's impt to invest in a cleanser than suits ur skin. just treat it as an investment ba...

oh ya, i mentioned earlier that i am part of the fairies gang.. the other 6 are: limei, davina, yvonne, chein ning, patricia and wan wei.. limei n dav are in china now for GIP. ya i told dav i finally have a blog and she asked:

--= *r a i n b o w sisters*=-- ..:: daWeeNa ::.. says:
wa
--= *r a i n b o w sisters*=-- ..:: daWeeNa ::.. says:
nv show concern for me
--= *r a i n b o w sisters*=-- ..:: daWeeNa ::.. says:
think of ur boy only
--= *r a i n b o w sisters*=-- ..:: daWeeNa ::.. says:
confiscate ur present

very unfriendly.. she wants to me to blog about how much i love her. ok dav i am waiting for you to come back home, ONE MORE MTH. Yeah, limei will come back later so when all 7 fairies here we will have a chalet soon. then both u can talk abt ur china trip all night long..

dont forget our presents ah. hahahahahha

this is fate

i believe in fate, not coincidence, but fate... many ppl may not know this, i actually have alot in common with the boy.

1. his bday is on 20 july, mine 21 july
2. both our ah ma live in the same block (till now i still find it unbelievable)
3. we live near each other
4. we eat from the same fishball noodle stall for many years
5. we love JB's 咸蛋虾菇

hahhahahahhaahahahahahah

u say, are we meant to be or what... of course we are. dont worry boy i will cherish this relationship, it's built to last =)

as what yvonne wants......

hello everyone... finally i have a blog! i think i am the last person on earth to own a blog -.-''

yvonne, my best friend, has been asking me to set up a blog so she can know what's going on in my life, but hey she knows everything about me...

ok for those who dont know who i am --- sarah, turning 22 in 2 mths time, econs undergrad in ntu, 1 of the 7 fairies gang, found my love 4 mths ago (later then show u photos), wants more pretty clothes...... ok enough

actually i decided to have this blog cos i wanna share with everyone my kelong trip.. seriously this is one holiday trip i will never ever forget, not only being away from the noisy and complicated world with my loved one, i also learn how to fish, and i so love it.. fishing is not only meant for uncles ok.

i caught the 5 medium sized fish and some small fish... the boy caught the 2 big ones

to reel the fish in is not as easy as it seems, cos the fish is struggling at the other end, so need some strength to control the rod.. freaking heavy lah

u see this is the fish the boy caught, bigger than his slipper, this bugger is still in my freezer. hahaha i shall give my ah ma n let her cook it

this is sotong... diff from what u see at the market right? cos this is fresh from the sea, those raw sotongs u always see have already changed colour..

this is one of the reasons why i go kelong..

tada, the boy n me

shit i didnt take pics of the food we ate.. we had 4 dishes n 1 soup every lunch n dinner. the chicken wings are the best i have ever eaten lah, better than chong pang nasi lemak chicken. and the sotong, the fish, the vege, even the rice tasted nice

many ppl asked me about the toilets.. yes we shit directly into the sea, then the fish eat our shit, we eat the fish .. ppl next time let's just eat our shit straightaway -.-

but these 3 days could probably be the happiest days of my life.. i had sooooo much fun. i want to go back again ok boy. faster go plan the next one

anyway back to reality, i am contemplating whether to look for a job 1 week later, or start of june, or not even work? but cant lah.. no work no money no shopping no happy... if i dont start earning money now, where to go find money for grad trip, which is like a yr from now... ahhh means i am graduating soon. i was talking to penny just now about working life n stuff, it sucks lah, we will slowly lose our friends, only 'friends' will be colleagues who will backstab u anytime. no more 3 mths holiday, no more add/dropping period, no more canteen A's nice nice 60cents coffee, no more exams, no more studying, no more can B's super tasty tom yum soup....

i want money to drop from the sky!!!! forget it.. unless i strike $10 million toto, i better start preparing my resume and CV now. bleah

ok i shall end here today.. i will continue rotting next wk.. so if anyone wants to date me call me please