why do we always only realise we are in the wrong after something bad has happened? didnt we anticipate it coming? we sure know it's gonna happen, but why did we choose to ignore it and wait till someone else tells us then we try to make it up to him? usually it's always a 3rd party who sees everything so clearly and unbiased-ly. but what to do, we are all so busy.. at least now we try to change our attitude, so hope everything will be fine =)

ANYWAYS i will be going to taiwan and thailand for grad trip!!! ps if u want anything from bkk can tell me.. cos i realise you always turn around at bkk.. no chance to go shopping haha. janice also, if u want anything i can fly back with it for you. this time i am not gonna regret like last time.. must buy until i SHIOK! yeah i have been to taiwan when i was 1 year old i guess.. so can be counted as i have never been there.. kinda excited cos i watch alot of tv shows promoting taiwan, it sure looks fun. and we gonna watch the guess show (come some of the music) WAHAHA

but before that, i have to go thru the dreadful mb project and assignment -_- and nauseating exams ----____----

WHERE IS MY SOURCE OF MOTIVATION?

(maybe a good paying stable job would help)