i need a miracle now!

or should i just burn all my notes and drink it?

or just give up like what i am doing now?

hmmm..

nvm, will be treating myself to macs breakfast tml before sending myself to the execution ground..

omg just need to get over tml and eveything will be fine

*zen*

BACK

i really dunno how to blog abt HK cos toooooooo many things happened..

let me just sum it up with 2 words:

"VERY FULL"

hahahahaha

You know you are really tired when you mistook Magiclean for Dynamo

HONGKONG!!!!!!

GOODNESS!!! my mum has FB acc!!!!

ok i know alot of mums or dads have,

but now it's happening to me, now must be discreet when posting photos

hahaha..

anyway ppl thanks for all the love, i know everyone cant wait to hug me...

okok next time meet let u all hug ah.

AND YA, i realise fb is a very powerful tool for knowing someone's secret.

tsktsktsk

and after some hearsay, kinda confirms my findings and prior suspicions..

dont say i nv say ah,

if anyone of us start asking, SAY

happy things no need to hide one what.

last time whenever i go out with hanwen i ji ba boom tell vone everything

difficult to conceal lah.

if u know what i mean

my happy tree friend =)

"the love is here!! i am one phone away or 2 busstops away!!"

thanks mouse.. and we are 3, not 2 busstops away. HAHA

though we live so near each other, but we hardly meet..

however this kind of smses do cheer me up.

pleasant surprise =)

and pigu also lah, i can tell she is so busy, but she smsed us today wanna have dinner or not.

but today tue leh, booked le.. wasted.

anyway remind me to show u our abstract art photo we took at bkk airport.

i looked at it again and laughed non stop for 10 mins!!

those were the days,

just thinking of it makes me smile

=)=)=)=)=)=)

this blog is for me to type out my feelings right..

regardless of happy ones or unhappy ones.

dunno why since i have started working, i dont feel as happy as when i was studying.

though my team is quite funny and loud (like me),

but it's just i dont feel comfortable opening up to them..

cos they are my colleagues mah, too personal also not very good right.

unlike in uni days, i am always with my 6 kakis:

Pat will be my TV serial kaki,

we always discuss abt HK dramas..

Vone and Pigu will be my nonsense cum shopping kaki,

ALWAYS song yong each other to buy stuff..

when 3 of us go shopping tog, CONFIRM nv empty handed..

Dav and Limei will be the main HTHT kakis.

haha at least once a wk at yishun xing wang, talk until my last bus..

recently have been shopping with limei too :) and she shops alot too.

and Nicole will be fairies laughing kaki.

jitao can laugh at anything.. and then start hitting ppl -_-

i think this is turning into a fairies blog..

jialat not blogging abt my other friends.

ok dont kill me, cos my uni life more recent mah, so can remember more events from then.

oh ya back to topic, yeah i feel i have to put on a mask everytime i go to work,

cannot show emotions if not will affect the team,

have to talk to everyone even when dont feel like opening my mouth,

my smile has become more pretentious by the day,

lucky that this only happens during work, unlucky cos my work takes up 2/3 of my life :(

i find it kinda tough to maintain a r/s among ppl,

because dont wanna lose out, sometimes end up putting in so much effort that it makes one feel tired instead of happy. is this what ppl call an obligation?

i just wanna strip off my mask and be myself all over again, EVERYDAY.. ok impossible i know. haha let me dream abit lah..

OMG cant wait for HK trip!!!

see see see, 5 days of pure fun, joy and laughter.

i think on the last day i will roll on the floor and cry, dont wanna go home..

ok impossible, I know lah.. TSK

*i need more happy things, happy events, happy mood, and happy tree friends*

HAHAHAHAHA

reminiscing the good ol' days

it's very rare that i get a weekend off..
so i suggested to dav that we shall do sth that we normally do in uni days.

and off we went to Marina Barrage!!!

weather was good, but dav said she got burnt, which i wouldnt mind at all lah.

FOOD!! i think it's chicken pie in the bag, damn nice lah. from N&B snacks.

something sad happened after this..
see, so happy.. about to throw the kite into the sky. THEN.......nope we are not controlling the kite, we are actually pulling it back cos the string got stuck and it became very taut.. and while pulling back (using my cardigan), the string BROKE!! haha all this happened within 5 mins.. happiness was rather short-lived ah.

poor dav, she just lost her 3d whale kite.. to make things worse, the family behind us was flying the EXACT same kite..

suan le lah.. no kite to fly.. so we ended up HTHT, just like the past. how i miss those days.. thank you fairies (though incomplete that day) for always making me laugh.. AT FULL VOLUME somemore :)

u all see lah, this is what i mean by 'FUN' -_-
HAHAHAHAHAHA

cant stop laughing at this pic, i even put it as my ipod wallpaper so i can laugh everyday.

went to marina sq after that.. bought my crocs to wear to HK. so cute lah, i even bought PINK butterfly accessories to match it. aiya since the shoe already so cute, might as well cute all the way right?
it was a day well spent, at least it made me forget all my worries..

work is making me tired, tired and more tired.

all my working friends are prob feeling the same way too.

so when we are out, we try not to talk too much about work-related stuff.

where is the love?

*drained*