ok i have been blogging too much these few days.. also dunno why -_- 2 posts within an hour.. maybe do fyp do until very sian, so just pen down a few thoughts. have been thinking alot now, maybe cos old liao lah.. and i have been talking too much too, good at pinpointing other people's mistakes, but never reflecting on myself.. HAHA. i think it's time for me to listen and learn and change u know.. i need to, cos i have much room for improvement. 1st thing on my 'To Change' list: get rid of that temper of mine!! very bad.. i always say i will change, somehow it never goes away.. i am one who doesnt hide my emotions, happy sad angry i show all on my face.. and blame my big and fierce looking eyes, i look angry 98% of the time. not my fault mah.. ok 2nd is: try not to talk back, shall agree more and argue less. i will voice out only when necessary.. 3rd: be a little bit more patient. erm that doesnt include waiting another 5 mins for people ah. just because i value time doesnt mean i am impatient, to me, punctuality = responsibility. if u are always late implies i mean nothing to you man.. mousey i love u so much, how could u do this to me? HAHAHAHAHAHA i thot u are always anxious to see me de leh. and those perpetual latecomers ah.. next time we say fine means FINE de hor.. then can have year end party with the funds, how nice. =) ok i am not trying to say u all or what lah, but teaching u time management mah, u will be grateful to me when u go out to work in future.. those always on time de keep it up.. we will work together and eliminate all the tardies(plural of tardy). HEHEHEHE

there's something i find very ironic, people who are always late are those who wear watches.. so what's ur reason for being late huh?

hahahaha

i got a shock of my life today! i wanted to go FAL as usual to print notes, BUT when i went in the whole HSS section was gone.. AHHHH abit mad, i think i exclaimed damn loudly cos the NBS students all looked up at me. super pai seh lah..

ok back to my lecture le.. tata

have u ever felt injustice in this world? people not treating u the way u should be treated? or that whatever u thought was beautiful is actually a nightmare? having gone through many things has made me think, is this what i really want? am i contented with what i have now? i can say life's not perfect, sometimes i feel it isnt very fair to me, i dont deserve such shit at all.. but at least i am quite contented now =) all the ppl in my life u know who u are lah ah.. those whose names have appeared or keeps appearing in my blog are all the ones i still cherish.

talking about unfairness, i think some ppl are being treated more unfairly than others.. i dont understand how can anyone have more than 1 other half? infidelity is one of the worst things that can ever happen to anyone.. what is worser than worst is the guy and the girl are madly in love now and he goes out with his ex. WTH.. everyone has only one heart for a reason, because it can only belong to ONE other person.. how can it accommodate more than that? no space de leh.. which means all those 'i love you with all my heart' is nonsense then.. i also cant understand a girl sharing her bf with another girl. HAHAHA it's damn funny can. so girls, no matter how much ur bf loves u now, once he gets involved with another girl, esp the ex, please dont forgive him.. dont care why he broke off with his ex, but ex means ex.. expire le, extinguished le, extra le.. he shouldnt have any feelings for any other girls except for you ok.. so fight for ur rights if u want to keep this guy forever. but if he wants to stray, then let go.. no point keeping him. we all deserve good guys, at least i know all my friends deserve good guys cos we are all good girls. =) but u know, all of us must trust our other half lah, dont anyhow suspect this suspect that.. unhealthy leh.. haha. only when u really find out he is hanky-pankying behind ur back then fight him till the end.

that's why i say the world is especially unfair to some girls cos their bf can still go out with other girls when his gf is away.. i would love to warn these girls if i can, but i cant.. this is what angers me, not being able to help a friend in need. so sad.. what i can say is girls please protect yourself, however strong ur relationship is will be immediately shattered when you are no longer the only girl in his life. no matter how strong a girl may seem, inside every her is a fragile heart.. how can it bear being betrayed? 最爱你的人是我，你着么舍得我难过 ...

oh no, my fairies must be thinking that's sth wrong with me n alvin.. sorry to make u all worry for the past 2 mins. but we are perfectly fine, eh actually we are more than fine. muhahaha.. still going strong, dont worry ;) just warning some girls only.. cos i cant tell them straight in the face, only can hint hint u know u know. i dont wanna be some relationship wrecker, but just wanna save my friends through my thoughts.. all of the above are what i personally feel, dont have to agree with me de.

all i want to say now is i have my family, many good friends, and a wonderful boyfriend! maybe the only flaw in my life now is FYP. wah wah ok the sensitive 3 letters of this sem.. ok must sleep early to cheong fyp le. my last words:

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I LOVE YOU ALL

TO MY BOY: I LOVE YOU MANY MANY (ah see, i love you more ok, dont jealous)

♥

eh i am back again.. haha didnt expect to see pat n pigu to tag cos new year mah, who reads blogs at this time of the year? maybe i should turn this blog into 'My Thoughts'.. anyway personally i feel cny has lesser and lesser meaning for me, the atmosphere isnt there, no nice tv programmes to watch.. worse part? i still have school tml -_- the only thing i looked forward to was seeing my nephew! omg he is so CUTE lah!!! too bad i am still figuring out how to trf photos from my phone to my comp.. so i shall post his pics later.. his name is ethan, he looks nothing like keegan so dont try to figure out how he looks like.. but both equally cute, just in a diff way. aww kids make me happy. ok this photo abit old but they still make me happy as of now =)

it seems blogging these days is not one of my priorities, cos i got limei to blog about fairies outing, ps to blog about our rare friendly friends outing.. eh my life evolves around the same people.. HAHAHA. ok lah at least they are the ones i love. dont mind hanging out with them till i am old.. i think by the time we are 50, a large packet of macs fries will cost $40. bbz.. but sth's for sure, limei will still eat it, and jio all of us too.. and uncle yusiang will be taking alot of courses at the cc to upgrade himself.. haha

i will just talk about myself then.. everyone knows i bought the freshkon contact lens, and i tried it today. HAI disappointing.. i advise those who are already blessed with big eyes dont waste ur money, lucky now new yr got abit of money so my heart dont feel so pain.. i thot can see some diff in size in my pupils when i wear it.. BUT NO LOR!! the only diff is it is blacker, that's all.. ya so esp pigu, dont buy ah.. i think the lens will make ur pupils look smaller.. i am not trying to boast abt my eyes but just warning ppl not to waste unnecessary money.. if want can always donate to "FAIRIES' GRAD TRIP FUND" =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

lazy to blog lah -_-

anyway CNY is coming, wishing everyone:

新年快乐

恭喜发财

万事如意

心想事成

年年有余

多中马票

买一送二

买二送三

买三送四

贺喜老爷

恭喜夫人

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

not for the cry-babies

i really need my friends, they make up an important part of my life.. esp my fairies.. they have become my best friends in NTU. we talk about everything, advising each other on this, on that. haha which explains the many many HTHT sessions and daily mass chat online. dunno is it because we went thru the same obstacles in life before so we could understand each other's problems, or is it they always give good advice? no matter what they are my very good listeners. maybe among fairies the one who went thru the most with me is yvonne.. cos i have known her since year 1, got anything only i find her, talk to her.. best friend leh *mousey stamp heart*. hahaha.. vonie, thanks for going thru those 风风雨雨 with me, listening to all my nonsense and grumbling and those 有的没的. 谢谢vone大姐, and of course not forgetting the rest of my 5 fairies whom i have become best friends with. u know who u are lah ah.. i am just very glad that i have met the 6 of them. one of the best things that has ever happened to me, really...

I LOVE MY FAIRIES!

yes and i cfm will cry on convo day.. omg fairies i cant imagine life without u all after graduation. maybe i will feel very lost, like why are we not meeting everyday like we did in school? why arent we having supper at xing wang and HTHT-ing until 2am like before? i have a request, can we at least give each other a big hug everytime we see each other on the streets in future? i can give u all 2 big hugs and a kiss upon request de. HAHA... i hope we work near each other next time, if not we shall meet once a mth at least.. good friends are meant to be kept, and i know i want to keep 6 of u all no matter what it takes.. please girls, let us all make this effort so we wont lose each other ♥