have u ever felt injustice in this world? people not treating u the way u should be treated? or that whatever u thought was beautiful is actually a nightmare? having gone through many things has made me think, is this what i really want? am i contented with what i have now? i can say life's not perfect, sometimes i feel it isnt very fair to me, i dont deserve such shit at all.. but at least i am quite contented now =) all the ppl in my life u know who u are lah ah.. those whose names have appeared or keeps appearing in my blog are all the ones i still cherish.

talking about unfairness, i think some ppl are being treated more unfairly than others.. i dont understand how can anyone have more than 1 other half? infidelity is one of the worst things that can ever happen to anyone.. what is worser than worst is the guy and the girl are madly in love now and he goes out with his ex. WTH.. everyone has only one heart for a reason, because it can only belong to ONE other person.. how can it accommodate more than that? no space de leh.. which means all those 'i love you with all my heart' is nonsense then.. i also cant understand a girl sharing her bf with another girl. HAHAHA it's damn funny can. so girls, no matter how much ur bf loves u now, once he gets involved with another girl, esp the ex, please dont forgive him.. dont care why he broke off with his ex, but ex means ex.. expire le, extinguished le, extra le.. he shouldnt have any feelings for any other girls except for you ok.. so fight for ur rights if u want to keep this guy forever. but if he wants to stray, then let go.. no point keeping him. we all deserve good guys, at least i know all my friends deserve good guys cos we are all good girls. =) but u know, all of us must trust our other half lah, dont anyhow suspect this suspect that.. unhealthy leh.. haha. only when u really find out he is hanky-pankying behind ur back then fight him till the end.

that's why i say the world is especially unfair to some girls cos their bf can still go out with other girls when his gf is away.. i would love to warn these girls if i can, but i cant.. this is what angers me, not being able to help a friend in need. so sad.. what i can say is girls please protect yourself, however strong ur relationship is will be immediately shattered when you are no longer the only girl in his life. no matter how strong a girl may seem, inside every her is a fragile heart.. how can it bear being betrayed? 最爱你的人是我，你着么舍得我难过 ...

oh no, my fairies must be thinking that's sth wrong with me n alvin.. sorry to make u all worry for the past 2 mins. but we are perfectly fine, eh actually we are more than fine. muhahaha.. still going strong, dont worry ;) just warning some girls only.. cos i cant tell them straight in the face, only can hint hint u know u know. i dont wanna be some relationship wrecker, but just wanna save my friends through my thoughts.. all of the above are what i personally feel, dont have to agree with me de.

all i want to say now is i have my family, many good friends, and a wonderful boyfriend! maybe the only flaw in my life now is FYP. wah wah ok the sensitive 3 letters of this sem.. ok must sleep early to cheong fyp le. my last words:

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I LOVE YOU ALL

TO MY BOY: I LOVE YOU MANY MANY (ah see, i love you more ok, dont jealous)

♥