sick

i think i have never fell so sick before..

when i was almost recovering, i had to go back to work cos not enough manpower.

and now i am feeling worse than before.

why? cos i have more responsibilities. ppl dont understand.

i also wanna take 3, 4 days MC and rest at home, but i cannot just simply leave my team alone w/o a leader, i was so sick until i had to beg ppl to help me cover for one night shift. but who is willing to man? lucky my previous assistant was kind enough. if not if i had really gone to work, i will probably be lying in the hospital now.

i am seriously gonna quit soon..

haha i know i have been saying and saying but nv do, but enough is enough..

the more i try to get used to night shifts, the more dreadful it gets.

but i am a very 'kia see' person lah, will secure a job first before quitting..