end of 2010

ah another year is coming to an end.
time to do a review of my 2010..

i will say it's not a good year for me.

for the past yr, due to work , havent been spending time with my family at all.

always leaving my mama alone..

i have only one wish this xmas, that is to change job so i can have my weekends off and acc her.

all i could do now is to sign up package at hair salon for her to use, wanna go salon with her also cannot.

ok random but look what she bought for me yesterday:

if u all got notice it in the papers, yes it's to tone my legs while sleeping.. tried it for a night and felt comfy. i shall welcome 2011 with sibei beautiful legs. from this:

to this:

hahahahahahahha.. i think i just chop off my legs faster.

another wish will be to travel around with hanwen, there has been alot of unhappiness going on between us right now, we havent been doing things tog that's why we havent been talking much cos there's nth to talk abt.. hope things will change for the better soon.

hao bah, come 2011, i wish that everyone will be happy.. esp my friends, those got bf already faster get married; those still searching, hope u all can find one soon. for fairies, before getting tog with someone, must ask him to go thru our panel of judges to determine whether he's good enough for you or not. hahaha

merry xmas and happy new year

'tis the season to be jolly

falalalalalalalala..

it's christmas again!!!!!!

so looking forward to fairies party, so looking forward to a long holiday,

YES that means i no need to go work and face my childish colleagues.

so looking forward to hanwen baybee's present for me,

i wonder what it is, he is still not telling..

disgusting

depressed

can anyone tell me not to think so much?

maybe it's just me, but i realise i need attention.. in fact ALOT of it.

when i dont get it, i will demand for it..

and when it happen too many times, i get tired,

and start to wonder:

"do u really love me?"

who doesnt want to meet their loved ones everyday,

i mean it's such a joy to see/hear each other after a shitty day at work..

but i dont seem to experience that joy anymore.

i accept the fact we can only meet at most once a week,

and due to diff working hours, i can also barely accept us not be able to talk on the phone all night long..

but will it kill you to sms me?

dont always give me that stupid excuse that you thot i am busy.

if u know me well enough, no matter how busy i am, i will reply smses within 2hrs..

cos it doesnt take me more than 30 secs to type one msg.

and dont tell me u dont like to sms people.

sorry but i am not any other 'people'

i deserve every bit of ur respect for me..

and when i tell you i realise recently you dont call and talk to me,

u didnt even reply me, instead u tell me not to think so much.

which part of my question u dont understand?

if u think u can brush me off by saying that, think again.

i am not upset that u dont call me or what, i am upset because u are not taking whatever i say seriously. do u want me to tell u straight i dont feel the care i hope to get from you then u start to do sth?

when a girl points out sth to her bf, means she is serious..

i am 24, i dont speak and act immaturely.

if u think i am joking, pls dont take me as a fool.

i dont say serious things for fun.

that is if u did know i was serious in the first place..

again i say, alot of things i can see open, but if u cant even do the minimal, FOR ME,

*shrugs*

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