depressed

can anyone tell me not to think so much?

maybe it's just me, but i realise i need attention.. in fact ALOT of it.

when i dont get it, i will demand for it..

and when it happen too many times, i get tired,

and start to wonder:

"do u really love me?"

who doesnt want to meet their loved ones everyday,

i mean it's such a joy to see/hear each other after a shitty day at work..

but i dont seem to experience that joy anymore.

i accept the fact we can only meet at most once a week,

and due to diff working hours, i can also barely accept us not be able to talk on the phone all night long..

but will it kill you to sms me?

dont always give me that stupid excuse that you thot i am busy.

if u know me well enough, no matter how busy i am, i will reply smses within 2hrs..

cos it doesnt take me more than 30 secs to type one msg.

and dont tell me u dont like to sms people.

sorry but i am not any other 'people'

i deserve every bit of ur respect for me..

and when i tell you i realise recently you dont call and talk to me,

u didnt even reply me, instead u tell me not to think so much.

which part of my question u dont understand?

if u think u can brush me off by saying that, think again.

i am not upset that u dont call me or what, i am upset because u are not taking whatever i say seriously. do u want me to tell u straight i dont feel the care i hope to get from you then u start to do sth?

when a girl points out sth to her bf, means she is serious..

i am 24, i dont speak and act immaturely.

if u think i am joking, pls dont take me as a fool.

i dont say serious things for fun.

that is if u did know i was serious in the first place..

again i say, alot of things i can see open, but if u cant even do the minimal, FOR ME,

*shrugs*

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