end of 2010

ah another year is coming to an end.
time to do a review of my 2010..

i will say it's not a good year for me.

for the past yr, due to work , havent been spending time with my family at all.

always leaving my mama alone..

i have only one wish this xmas, that is to change job so i can have my weekends off and acc her.

all i could do now is to sign up package at hair salon for her to use, wanna go salon with her also cannot.

ok random but look what she bought for me yesterday:

if u all got notice it in the papers, yes it's to tone my legs while sleeping.. tried it for a night and felt comfy. i shall welcome 2011 with sibei beautiful legs. from this:

to this:

hahahahahahahha.. i think i just chop off my legs faster.

another wish will be to travel around with hanwen, there has been alot of unhappiness going on between us right now, we havent been doing things tog that's why we havent been talking much cos there's nth to talk abt.. hope things will change for the better soon.

hao bah, come 2011, i wish that everyone will be happy.. esp my friends, those got bf already faster get married; those still searching, hope u all can find one soon. for fairies, before getting tog with someone, must ask him to go thru our panel of judges to determine whether he's good enough for you or not. hahaha

merry xmas and happy new year

'tis the season to be jolly

falalalalalalalala..

it's christmas again!!!!!!

so looking forward to fairies party, so looking forward to a long holiday,

YES that means i no need to go work and face my childish colleagues.

so looking forward to hanwen baybee's present for me,

i wonder what it is, he is still not telling..

disgusting

depressed

can anyone tell me not to think so much?

maybe it's just me, but i realise i need attention.. in fact ALOT of it.

when i dont get it, i will demand for it..

and when it happen too many times, i get tired,

and start to wonder:

"do u really love me?"

who doesnt want to meet their loved ones everyday,

i mean it's such a joy to see/hear each other after a shitty day at work..

but i dont seem to experience that joy anymore.

i accept the fact we can only meet at most once a week,

and due to diff working hours, i can also barely accept us not be able to talk on the phone all night long..

but will it kill you to sms me?

dont always give me that stupid excuse that you thot i am busy.

if u know me well enough, no matter how busy i am, i will reply smses within 2hrs..

cos it doesnt take me more than 30 secs to type one msg.

and dont tell me u dont like to sms people.

sorry but i am not any other 'people'

i deserve every bit of ur respect for me..

and when i tell you i realise recently you dont call and talk to me,

u didnt even reply me, instead u tell me not to think so much.

which part of my question u dont understand?

if u think u can brush me off by saying that, think again.

i am not upset that u dont call me or what, i am upset because u are not taking whatever i say seriously. do u want me to tell u straight i dont feel the care i hope to get from you then u start to do sth?

when a girl points out sth to her bf, means she is serious..

i am 24, i dont speak and act immaturely.

if u think i am joking, pls dont take me as a fool.

i dont say serious things for fun.

that is if u did know i was serious in the first place..

again i say, alot of things i can see open, but if u cant even do the minimal, FOR ME,

*shrugs*

.......................................................

my nightmare

the only thing i like abt my new workplace are the locker room/resting area/toilets..

it's so big and clean and cold all the time.

hahahaha

other than that, I really:

1) hate the distance,

2) hate the fact i cant leave on time,

3) hate people with no common sense..

ya, i may have been in service for a year, but i know nothing, NOTHING on immigration work.

so pls stop being so shocked that i dont know anything..

i come from air cargo, where got deal with immigration stuff, i also wish i had, so i wouldnt feel so out of place all the time..

it seems i am always blocking people's way.

then u keep clicking away at the computer, and ask me whether i understand or not,

OF COURSE NOT LAH.

arghhhh

i really miss my air cargo people.

i dont deny they are old, got no topics in common,

but at least they are much more patient and more willing to teach..

why isnt anyone calling me for interviews???????

i want to run now!!!!!!

for now, i guess to make myself happy, i shall go shopping, ALONE.

havent done that in a while.. dangerous, but what the heck

:)

my one week break

still having my break now, but it's gonna end soon. eeyer

nvm, shall look on the bright side, at least i had a fun time this week :)

went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!!

omg i love places like these.. like disneyland, it just made me felt like a kid all over again.

never mind the cost of the ticket, we were happy right hanwen?

i saw kung fu panda and ran toward it lah.. hahahha like a small kid.

and oh ya, the mummy roller coaster ride is AWESOME! so good that we sat twice..

everyone should try it, seriously..

and if u all noticed, yes, i cut my hair.

i was bored so i went to the hairdresser, and said:

i want fringe, but i dont wanna look like a kid.

i think she didnt get what i meant -_-

pigu is right, how will anyone take me seriously?

esp if i have to question a suspicious person..

*gulps*

I WANT TO GROW TALLER SO I WONT LOOK LIKE A KID!!!

sick

i think i have never fell so sick before..

when i was almost recovering, i had to go back to work cos not enough manpower.

and now i am feeling worse than before.

why? cos i have more responsibilities. ppl dont understand.

i also wanna take 3, 4 days MC and rest at home, but i cannot just simply leave my team alone w/o a leader, i was so sick until i had to beg ppl to help me cover for one night shift. but who is willing to man? lucky my previous assistant was kind enough. if not if i had really gone to work, i will probably be lying in the hospital now.

i am seriously gonna quit soon..

haha i know i have been saying and saying but nv do, but enough is enough..

the more i try to get used to night shifts, the more dreadful it gets.

but i am a very 'kia see' person lah, will secure a job first before quitting..

jaded

oh no.. my worst nightmare has come true.

i am posted to woodlands checkpoint wef 1 Nov and they notify me only now..

2 weeks, 2 weeks

stupid HR, give me at least 1 month lah.

i cannot take shocks like that.

ARGH

it's very very very hard to find a job i like when i dont even know what i like to do..

i believe 80% of the working ppl are in the same situation as i am, work for the sake of working. right right right?

i think the most suitable job designation for me is: tai-tai + mother of 2..

i just want to keep my house clean, got time meet my fellow tai-tais for high tea every week, go shopping; if not stay home cook for my kids..

is it that difficult?

i think i am taking revenge cos i didnt get to buy my nudes..

so i turned this anger into energy to buy other shoes.

normally after my 2nd night shift i will slp until evening, but cos i keep thinking of the cotton on wedges so yup, went out in the afternoon after only 2hrs of sleep, bought it and another pair that was on offer.

HAHAHAHAHA

actually i love the feeling of having alot of shoes and bags cos when i need it, i have it in my home! awesome isnt it..

i rather have more bags/shoes than clothes leh, dunno why.. maybe cos a nice bag can never go wrong.

whereas for clothings, when i try at the shop it always look better than when i try it at home.

it must be the mirrors... definitely -_-

after all the excitement i got from buying my shoes, i suddenly feel freaking tired now.

anyway i still want my nudes, so pls continue to help me keep a lookout.

thank you everybody

:)

good night

ARGH....

just when i found the perfect pair of nudes and ready to pay, i saw this stain on the shoes

AAAAAHHHHHHHH

irritating.

it's comfy, it's the colour i want, its price is reasonable, and i want to buy it..

so hoping there's another pair in another outlet, NO..

the sales guy say no more, LAST pair in s'pore.

can u believe it? LAST PAIR..

Nine West should produce more man.

argh.

omg damn sad lah, it's so rare u can find sth u really want and like.

nvm, so i went over to far east and try my luck.

and yes i saw a similar pair, so cheap somemore.

ok, went in, asked: do you have a smaller size?

salesgirl: oh this one no more already.

me: s'pore got other outlets?

girl: only far east got this design.

AAAAAHHHHHHH

second time. SECOND TIME. SECOND TIME..

this one really got money also cannot buy.

so many places no size, but i dont see alot of girls in nudes also what.

i will go comb city hall area next week and see whether can get or not..

haha then on my way home, these 2 girls behind me were talking,

one said to the other: if you are sad/depressed, u crazy shop, after that u will feel better.

i really wanted to turn back and say: i understand. totally~

hhahahahahahaha

u know i am always very happy with the fairies, even if it's just a meal or ktv session.

hahahahhaa ktv...

we shall organise a tom yum cum ktv session.

i believe it will be superb

muhahahaha

anyway, i am urgently, OK desperately looking for nude heels..

if anyone comes across it PLEASE tell me.

i dont have a chance to go shopping as often so must help me keep a lookout yeah.

i cry because......

....... i havent met up with my friends for so long,

very very long.

everyday is just work, work work.

weekdays, weekends..

when i am free, my friends are working.. when they knock off, i am working.

i hate it that i am young and ready to party anytime, but i am going to work at the weirdest time..

i know it's a matter of choice, i can just quit.

but when you have a team of officers under you, and their performance grade and bonus are decided by you, and are responsible for their well-being now, simply quitting isnt as easy as it is.

but i really cannot take it anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont deny part of me not wanting to quit is cos of my pay..

for my results and the work i do, i can say i am earning good money.

so i have been thinking hard, real hard when to quit.

prob when they post me to another place then leave..

i cannot do w/o a job. i need the money man.

but i really cannot take it anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think ah, fairies dont wanna call me out already,

cos 90% of the time i cant make it. ok understandable..

i must be the one to arrange..

so girls do bear with me, if i ask u out on wkdays for dinner try to pei he me can?

just last thurs i saw vone and limei at vivo..

u know the feeling is like stars falling from the sky -- God sent.

i shall see open and be glad that i will be meeting them on sun.

FINALLY.. YEAH!

i shall leave work early then go do my manicure then meet them.

~pure bliss~

OMG

OMG my toe nails are pink..

thot i wanted a change, dont paint those red, brown, purple anymore.

didnt expect it to be so pink. like baby pink

-_-

ARGHHHH

anyway keegan said sth funny that day --

kristy told her dad she wanted an iphone, then keegan upon hearing that said:

"daddy, i want a kphone"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so cute right? k for keegan so he wants a kphone.

that's keegan for you.

keeps me very entertained everytime i see him

:)

random thoughts

after stepping into the corporate world, seeing so many other things, gone through many ups and downs in life, i realise i am not who i am now.. all of us are being forced to grow up, to face things that are so disgusting, dont wanna do it yet bo bian..

it's very stressful esp when other people's performance rating is in my hands.

i know i am not those kind who can be a good leader cos i simply dont like to take my rank and education to 'teh' ppl. i hate it..

but my supervisor wants to me to do it, if not ppl will start climbing over me. ok whatever, pls climb.. sad to say, i am not ambitious.. not at all. and i know this will be my career derailer, but how? i want back my school days, ok impossible.. just whining can or not.

sometimes i really hope to just die, ok no i dont have any suicidal thots dont worry. only hope for a sec, after that no more le, prob cos limei told me gracious aires has got new arrival. HAHAHAHAHA

nah, dont choy. death is not a taboo to me. everyone will leave one day.. it's precisely cos ppl scared of death that's why they buy insurance, therefore means they prepared to go anytime.. my mum better than me, she already bought those 'spaces' for my whole family.. haha so fast right.. everything is fated, like how much money i will have in my life, it's already predestined. that's why i dont believe in buying toto, 4d..

i stand by my beliefs that if i do strike, God will at the same time take sth away from me.. nah not worth it.

since we are on the topic of this, why not i make my wish clear also lah.

in case anything happens to me, i do not want a 'grand' funeral. sometimes i dont agree with what the chinese are doing..

do a funeral spend so much, do so many days, hello it's a sad

occasion leh.

but for joyous events like weddings only celebrate one day -_-

to me, once a person leaves, just do a wake for max 1 day, those who are genuinely my friends/relatives, they will cancel everything and come to my wake right away.. after that cremate then pray abit then done. in this aspect, i prefer what the malays are doing. for weddings make it noisy, let EVERYONE know; for death, just wrap the body, whoever wanna come pay their last respects, they will go to the house, followed by burial - all within a day, and no noise at all..

for us chinese, it's the direct opposite.. sometimes just think, does it make sense? but all the above are purely my thinking, no offence to anyone. i cant change the way ppl think, but for me i dont want all the nonsense when i die lah, all do within one day then move on. no point making the ppl beside me so worn out and spend so much.. money is not meant to be spent this way. i rather it be donated than let the funeral services co. earn.

but like what i said, no disrespect to anyone, so dont ostracise me. hahaha

wah my random thots damn alot lah.. cos this kind of thing i tell ppl they also wont listen, so i type here lor..

and now that the 7th month is here.. i dont really like cos i cant breathe in alot of incense smoke cos i will feel 'high' - i fainted before from this smoke; my eyes will be super dry, ashes everywhere, literally.

again, i still respect ppl's religion,

but do remember my wish ah

=)

i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag i love my new bag

lucky to have friends like them

u know life is good when u have friends like them..

just celebrated my 24th bday with fairies on the 22nd, and with ps and jan today..

come to think of it, i dont have many friends lah, so sad.

BUT, having a few close friends is more than enough for me.

THANKS PS for always looking out for VS stuff for me.

i so loveeeeeee the pouch, thank you janice too..

cant wait for the pedi session on the 11th.

woooooo

i have a new IPOD SKIN, proudly given by ps.. damn pretty lah. and u see the microphone-like thing.. got it from daiso. it's to prevent ur wires from tangling.. and my new earphones, proudly sponsored by ALVIN NEO. hahaha

now my ipod looks so NICE, makes me happy whenever i see it.

oh ya, fairies will be celebrating mousey's bday with a sumptuous zi char meal, followed by a 'Sleep-over at Mousey's' on the 7th.. but i cant stay late cos next day got work..

then then then.. ALL 7 of us will be going to batam.

so looking forward to it

我是聪明宝宝

I

.

PASSED

.

MY

.

LAW

.

EXAM,

.

BOTH OF IT..

omg i still cant believe it. i only took days to study, and went HK just before the exam and i still passed it.

next time dont call me geng chak wannabe,

pls call me:

LOK XU WANNABE

hahahahahahaha

life sucks when

1. your menses is irregular,

1a. bad cramps, bloated tumnmy, nauseous, giddy, everything but bigger boobs;

2. want to apply for jobs but dunno what to say when ppl ask 'why did u leave ur last job?';

3. you have to work night shift on your bday and CANNOT apply for leave;

BUT, sometimes life does seem a little brighter when you know ur family and he are there for you always..

yeah ok, life doesnt seem so bad after all

i so love this pic

happy week

yeah! alvin korkor and i are bringing the girls to the zoo on wed..

so looking forward to it.

i am glad that i am making their holidays extra fulfilling,

at least they can write a school journal on their sch hols..

and thurs i will be meeting limei and dav, fri with vone n pigu..

eh i machiam like some 陪客

hahahahha

but nvm, I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

meeting friends is always such a joy,

other than my afternoon, night shift and tuesdays, i will definitely cancel everything else just to meet them..

but i prefer not to grumble abt my work when i see them, cos i see no pt leh..

i rather tell them funny stories abt my workplace, then can laugh at full volume like i always do with fairies.

D.E.S.T.R.E.S.S

had a family bbq yest.. it has been ages since we had one.
it was so FUN!

the kids enjoyed themselves, we enjoyed by looking at them enjoying..

photos are in fb, but will post some of my favs here.

HAHAHAHA see how hardworking keegan is.. help to set fire.

i love them both.. so cute right

:)

i really hate shift work..

i dont get to meet my friends for dinner as and when i like, not to mention not seeing my family for few days straight..

today i logged into fb and realised limei n vone went for the wondergirls music showcase, dav got tagged in this fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars,

and it makes me wonder, AGAIN.....

"where's my life?"

even meeting ppl for dinner i gotta wait till my morning shift,

even so, wont get to stay out late cos next day got work again..

this sucks man.

and my work is making me so so tired that i got no energy for anything else.

i seriously wanna do sth meaningful like helping out at an orphange, but i cant afford to cos my off days are so precious, if i sacrifice my off day, i think my body will break down in 2 yrs time..

8-day work week, 1.8 rest day.

i am staying on cos i need my law exam results, once it's out, i have to decide on my next step.

if pass, stay on, get bonus then leave..

if fail, hai i also dunno how.

my dear friends, i know i cant meet u all as often, but u do know i miss you all,

i swear not to work shift anymore cos i cant take it already..

I NEED TO GET OUT SOON

PHUKET!!!

ok bali can wait..

because,

I AM GOING TO PHUKET!!!

omg so exciting..

5-8 july,

which is exactly 1 month from today..

haha i told hanwen we go watch ladyboy shows, but he damn scared lah..

eh hello, ladyboy shows are decent performance,

they only sing and dance.

somemore can take photos with them..

u thot i was talking abt thai girl shows right?

HAHAHAHAHA

*pop*

this is it

this is the reason why i wanna go bali

pigu, u have tempted me and i will go..

let's go hanwen!

i am currently hooked on this jap show '1 litre of tears',

highly recommended by vone, she told me like 1324565 times it's damn nice..

so ya, now i know why.

if i am not wrong, it's based on a true story..

it's abt this girl who is suffering from an incurable disease called spinocerebellar degeneration,

so saddening lah..

everyone trying to give her what she wants, planning activities so that she wont be alone.

it always is like that, only after u find out this person gonna die soon, then will start to give her everything she wants.

maybe i should be sick too to get what i want

By Channel NewsAsia, Updated: 27/05/2010

Civil servants to get 0.5 month mid—year bonus plus S$300 in July

SINGAPORE : In July, all 74,000 civil servants will see their mid—year bonus restored. They will get an Annual Variable Bonus of half a month’s salary, plus a one—off payment of S$300.

THANK YOU GAHMEN!!

it will be a great bday present for me

=)

bad food

met vone and pat, YES, it's our MOUSEY!!!

like finally lah.. lady in love definitely looks different

:)

initially planned on sushi tei, but ended up at Fruit Paradise Cafe.

the tarts LOOKED damn good, so had quite high expectations for it.

see, i emphasized on the word 'LOOKED' cos it only looked good

even the proper food was so-so...

the only one worth mentioning was their tea, BUT this kind ntuc can get lor.

disappointed.

hahahha it was so bad that we took a photo outside shoduku instead

* i wanna buy push ups already*

HAHA

bimbo-ness

omg my skin is so dry..

is it the weather or my hormones?

damn

u know sometimes i get goosebumps when i listen to certain songs..

these are the songs that give me the sudden urge to get married right away,

these are the songs that make me dream of my wedding day,

these are the songs that i want to play for my wedding march..

HAHAHA hanwen i know u must be feeling damn stress reading this right?

no lah, everytime i tell u i want u to do this do that next time,

i want this song etc, i am just informing you..

every girl looks forward to their wedding day,

it's just that i am more anxious,

THAT'S ALL..

see i am not rushing you right?

:)

if you know what songs i am talking abt, i tell you..

*stamp heart*

updates

i think my organisation is crazy.. keeps sending me for courses, courses and more courses.

the worse thing? it comes with exams.

arghhhhhh

it's like back to school can, but look on the bright side,

i get paid to gain new knowledge..

NOT BAD AT ALL

u know my place got alot of old ppl lah, and they also go for courses..

which i find it very cute,

so old already still have to sit for exams.

these 2 days i have been observing those old men,

they're so cute, seeing them trying to solve formulas makes me laugh

cos to me it's simple, but to them it's kinda tedious..

yeah these are the kind of ppl i work with, ppl who types with 2 fingers.

ppl who have kids older than i am, ppl who still do shift work at the age of 60.

*respect*

life's a joke 2

wah lau i cannot go for snow-white kuan's bday dinner

:(

trust me, it's DAMN SAD LAH!!!

so i gotta meet her on another day, alone.. but if the rest wanna come also can.

now what should i give snow white for her bday?

an apple, 7 dwarves, prince charming, or a horse (chikok chikok)?

hahaha

happy!!

today's the 1st time i upsize my macs meal cos i wanna eat the hot & spicy fries!!!

normally i dont cos i cant finish the fries and drink..

ooooooooo

hot & spicy fries is the next best thing that has ever happened.

ok dont ask me what was the best thing,

cos it was a tie between garlic chilli and my pay.

hahahaha

anyway plan to bring the girls to universal studios in june, so hope they got nth on..

but i am so afraid i will lose them inside, not cos they run away from me, but it's me running around like a kid away from them..

HAPPY~

next dream holiday destination:

US!!!!

cos got disneylands; f21-many many levels of that; VS-cheap body lotions;

beautiful ang mohs; and whatever is there lah..

omg i think i need to save for 2 yrs for this man,

was discussing with fairies and realise need about $4k.

if i save $200/mth, i will need 20mths..

woooooo very feasible.

HAHAHA

i need a miracle now!

or should i just burn all my notes and drink it?

or just give up like what i am doing now?

hmmm..

nvm, will be treating myself to macs breakfast tml before sending myself to the execution ground..

omg just need to get over tml and eveything will be fine

*zen*

BACK

i really dunno how to blog abt HK cos toooooooo many things happened..

let me just sum it up with 2 words:

"VERY FULL"

hahahahaha

You know you are really tired when you mistook Magiclean for Dynamo

HONGKONG!!!!!!

GOODNESS!!! my mum has FB acc!!!!

ok i know alot of mums or dads have,

but now it's happening to me, now must be discreet when posting photos

hahaha..

anyway ppl thanks for all the love, i know everyone cant wait to hug me...

okok next time meet let u all hug ah.

AND YA, i realise fb is a very powerful tool for knowing someone's secret.

tsktsktsk

and after some hearsay, kinda confirms my findings and prior suspicions..

dont say i nv say ah,

if anyone of us start asking, SAY

happy things no need to hide one what.

last time whenever i go out with hanwen i ji ba boom tell vone everything

difficult to conceal lah.

if u know what i mean

my happy tree friend =)

"the love is here!! i am one phone away or 2 busstops away!!"

thanks mouse.. and we are 3, not 2 busstops away. HAHA

though we live so near each other, but we hardly meet..

however this kind of smses do cheer me up.

pleasant surprise =)

and pigu also lah, i can tell she is so busy, but she smsed us today wanna have dinner or not.

but today tue leh, booked le.. wasted.

anyway remind me to show u our abstract art photo we took at bkk airport.

i looked at it again and laughed non stop for 10 mins!!

those were the days,

just thinking of it makes me smile

=)=)=)=)=)=)

this blog is for me to type out my feelings right..

regardless of happy ones or unhappy ones.

dunno why since i have started working, i dont feel as happy as when i was studying.

though my team is quite funny and loud (like me),

but it's just i dont feel comfortable opening up to them..

cos they are my colleagues mah, too personal also not very good right.

unlike in uni days, i am always with my 6 kakis:

Pat will be my TV serial kaki,

we always discuss abt HK dramas..

Vone and Pigu will be my nonsense cum shopping kaki,

ALWAYS song yong each other to buy stuff..

when 3 of us go shopping tog, CONFIRM nv empty handed..

Dav and Limei will be the main HTHT kakis.

haha at least once a wk at yishun xing wang, talk until my last bus..

recently have been shopping with limei too :) and she shops alot too.

and Nicole will be fairies laughing kaki.

jitao can laugh at anything.. and then start hitting ppl -_-

i think this is turning into a fairies blog..

jialat not blogging abt my other friends.

ok dont kill me, cos my uni life more recent mah, so can remember more events from then.

oh ya back to topic, yeah i feel i have to put on a mask everytime i go to work,

cannot show emotions if not will affect the team,

have to talk to everyone even when dont feel like opening my mouth,

my smile has become more pretentious by the day,

lucky that this only happens during work, unlucky cos my work takes up 2/3 of my life :(

i find it kinda tough to maintain a r/s among ppl,

because dont wanna lose out, sometimes end up putting in so much effort that it makes one feel tired instead of happy. is this what ppl call an obligation?

i just wanna strip off my mask and be myself all over again, EVERYDAY.. ok impossible i know. haha let me dream abit lah..

OMG cant wait for HK trip!!!

see see see, 5 days of pure fun, joy and laughter.

i think on the last day i will roll on the floor and cry, dont wanna go home..

ok impossible, I know lah.. TSK

*i need more happy things, happy events, happy mood, and happy tree friends*

HAHAHAHAHA

reminiscing the good ol' days

it's very rare that i get a weekend off..
so i suggested to dav that we shall do sth that we normally do in uni days.

and off we went to Marina Barrage!!!

weather was good, but dav said she got burnt, which i wouldnt mind at all lah.

FOOD!! i think it's chicken pie in the bag, damn nice lah. from N&B snacks.

something sad happened after this..
see, so happy.. about to throw the kite into the sky. THEN.......nope we are not controlling the kite, we are actually pulling it back cos the string got stuck and it became very taut.. and while pulling back (using my cardigan), the string BROKE!! haha all this happened within 5 mins.. happiness was rather short-lived ah.

poor dav, she just lost her 3d whale kite.. to make things worse, the family behind us was flying the EXACT same kite..

suan le lah.. no kite to fly.. so we ended up HTHT, just like the past. how i miss those days.. thank you fairies (though incomplete that day) for always making me laugh.. AT FULL VOLUME somemore :)

u all see lah, this is what i mean by 'FUN' -_-
HAHAHAHAHAHA

cant stop laughing at this pic, i even put it as my ipod wallpaper so i can laugh everyday.

went to marina sq after that.. bought my crocs to wear to HK. so cute lah, i even bought PINK butterfly accessories to match it. aiya since the shoe already so cute, might as well cute all the way right?
it was a day well spent, at least it made me forget all my worries..

work is making me tired, tired and more tired.

all my working friends are prob feeling the same way too.

so when we are out, we try not to talk too much about work-related stuff.

where is the love?

*drained*

saw this on ps's blog.. very interesting.

woman

why 'impulse shopping' only stands so little?

and the 'realization of wants vs needs' can be even smaller.. probably only visible under the microscope.

HAHAHA

and what the hell is 'gold-digging sensory'?

man

no wonder...

i just blew $300 on facial products

BUT it was all on sale!!

went for this Loreal private sale, got alot of other brands in there..

breakdown of damages:

Lancome anti-ageing moisturizer + eye cream = $115 (U.P = $240)

:)

Vichy day and night moisturizer = $60 (U.P = $130)

:):)

Vichy neck serum x 2 = $20 each (U.P = $40+)

:):):)

Lancome body lotion = 2 for $30 (U.P = $50 each)

:):):):)

and other random stuff..

actually looking at it, i save ALOT lah.

i mean if i dont buy now, next time i buy over the counter will be retail rate,

might as well stock up right..

happiness

happiness

when was the last time i got to sleep 12 hrs straight thru the night?

I DID LAST NIGHT!!

one word:

SHIOKNESS

:)

HAPPY BDAY PIPI!!

woooo fairies met up AGAIN!!

it's pipi's belated bday dinner..

ate at pu tien, my 1st time..

hmm food was not bad, but i find some of the waitresses quite rude.

most imptly is the company lah.

i havent laughed so heartily in a long long time...

for that moment it was like back to uni days,

laughing and talking so loud wherever we went..

i think ppl around all damn annoyed bah.

dont care them.

thanks fairies :)

HAHA machiam celebrating my bday like that..

LET'S GO FLY KITE on 27TH!!!

why???

why is the working world so scary?

who can i trust?

who will help me when i need help?

i really dunno how people's mind work..

work for: money? passion? principles?

why do people wanna test their new bosses whether they are up to the job,

start climbing over their heads cos they are new and inexperienced?

why do people feel happy to see their bosses make mistakes,

is it so to prove young female bosses are incapable?

i dunno what is gonna happen soon..

to continue to be a good and lenient supervisor,

or nag at them even at the slightest thing?

i wanna create a conducive working envt for everyone,

but i get bullied cos i am new and nice.

do you all understand what i am going thru right now?

i am working w/o an assistant, other teams have assistants..

who volunteer to come forward and help?

report for work, do your work, go home when shift ends.

HELLO!! i get paid for one person share, but doing 2 ppl work ok..

i am so tired of all these ugly side of people..

do people treat me well just to suck up to me so it's easier to apply for leave thru me?

maybe it isnt a good idea to become a supervisor at such a young age..

:(

whoa i havent blogged in a month..

time really flies when i am working.

updates:

just back from batam -- spa trip/short getaway with hanwen!

haha my wish came true lah, managed to squeeze some time out for each other

it was good :)

finally got to meet up with vone n limei last friday,

htht at cathay starbucks till 1am, just like old times.

so happy we still got loads to stuff to talk abt..

we are meeting this thurs again for butty's bday!

always looking forward to each fairies' outing

WOOHOO

back

to

work

tomorrow

:(

i really miss my school days..

i dunno why but i feel so fed up with my life now.

nothing can make me feel good..

facing ppl i dont like

have to put up with incompetent but bossy ppl.

all just shut up and go away

always tell myself: what to do?

just for every 11th of the month when i get my pay..

probably only those working ppl understand how i feel lah

in sch where got this kind of ppl one.

luckily i will be meeting my fairies this thursday for our reunion dinner!!!

but i got night shift, so will eat le then leave for work

but nvm, what matters is all 7 of us will be there.

forgot when was the last time we sat down and ate a meal together.

looking forward

:)

bloody suay

who the hell are you to pass sarcastic remarks about my work?

bloody in***n..

that's why i hate them.

so what if u are working in an organisation that saves ppl,

u cant even save urself for god's sake..

speaking like that shows how stupid you in***n are.

%&^$&#$%#

ok not angry anymore

:)

anyway today then i realise those drivers whom i deal with everyday notice our officers lah

today this uncle told me i look nicer in my tuck-in uniform

-_-

and before he left, he shook my hand

---___---

ok that's scary..

oh oh oh and did i mention i inspected an airbus the day before

damn cool lah.

1st time into the cockpit, 1st time into the stewardess' pantry area,

1st time sitting on first-class seats. HAHA

1st time taking photos on an empty plane.

NICE

i guess that just made my job more meaningful

WOOHOOO

why am i so stupid to have forgotten about my law exam in april?

omg and i have already booked the hk trip.

the thing is i will not know the exam dates until march,

but i will have to sit for 2 papers, both on diff days..

what are the chances that one of the papers will fall within 21 to 25 april?

HIGHLY POSSIBLE can.

or what if the paper is end april?

i where got mood to go holiday..

cos if i fail this exam, i am not gonna get confirmed,

means no confirmation bonus,

means another yr of OJT,

means no yearly pay increment until next next yr.

-_-

ARGHHHHH

omg i am praying it doesnt clash, if not i will just die,

waste my $310..

why am i so stupid?

kill me please

new hangout

finally brought all my beach stuff to work yest..

i mean changi beach is just opp my workplace, how can i not go there right?

since yest was a SUNNY (i like) day, i strolled over and found a nice spot to lay my mat.

and there i laid looking at the vast sea..

one thing good abt changi beach? quite people-less. haha

a great place to have some solitariness.

i spent a good 1hr relaxing, reading my book..

just enjoying the sun and the breeze

PERFECT!

it's gonna be my new hangout place from now on

:):):):):):):):)

anyways, i will be going to HK in april with limei, vone and her friend, chao hui

she's a policewoman.. cool right, go there no need scared.

good also lah, i really need a break

the last holiday i went was to langkawi with the hanwen..

i am guessing unlikely we will go on another one any time soon, cos last sem for him, then maybe got his grad trip (not with me also)..

but hanwen, prob we could squeeze out some time for a short getaway?

(pitching a tent outside my house not counted)

HAHAHA

yeah yeah yeah HK HK HK

*mai dong xi chi dong xi mai dong xi chi dong xi*

one limei, one vone, one policewoman and a wannabe

:)

random

haha this is so cute

i bet he must be damn tired lah

Whoa

AVATAR 3D is superb!!!

the best movie i have watched in months..

everyone should catch it

:)

7 days into 2010

ok i just realised i am turning 24 this year

*gulps*

how scary is that

and why is eveyone else losing weight but not me?

dont really have the confidence to wear tube tops anymore..

fitnessfirst here i come!!!

Go on Girl!

everyone has to go through the stage of losing our loved ones,

it's only a matter of when..

ah wan, sorry to hear about the loss of your mum

but think of it as a relief for her, being in a painless world right now.

as friends, we will always lend a listening ear de

*mousey stamp heart*

:)

so hope we will see the always cheerful, always hitting ppl when laughing WANWEI back in action soon. hahaha"fairy therapy"

My 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

it's time to look back on the past year again :)

2009 has been an eventful and dramatic year for me.

just gonna mention the more significant events, if not until tml also cant finish typing

1) i finally hold an honours degree!

i feel that i have done my mum and myself proud, and i am glad for the oppotunity to be able to go into U..

2) the ordeal of job hunting

haha how to start this man.. i didnt know how difficult it was to look for a job until i got to experience it firsthand. in the end, i landed a job which i never expected i would be doing.. but it's ok.

3) went taiwan, langkawi, random JB trips

yeah, i love travelling. what more can i say :)

4) so happy that fairies are still together despite our work and all,

though i have been skipping most of the gatherings, but i still hope u all will jio me out.

PLEASE! i need alot of fairy therapy

5) i am very fortunate to have him STILL tolerating my nonsense and temper

haha we do annoy each other at times, but i admit i take up like 80% of it..

even had the craziest thought for one moment.

i wanna look back one day and say: i was damn bloody stupid

but i'm glad it's over.

so this is for you:

Thank You for letting me know how much i mean to you,

which is THIS MUCH right? haha

Thank You for giving in to me most of the time.

Thank you for the 2 yrs of ups and downs we have been through,

i will appreciate this r/s even more

Thank You for everything.

*For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful, baby*

see, we look so cute together

but i think it's because of me lah.

WAHAHAHA

p/s: my new year wish -- get posted out of air cargo soon!

2010 will definitely be a better year for all of us

SMILE everyone

:) :) :) :) :)